night in labrador

not sure wat's going on today.. feel like breaking down so many times.. broke down in cell this morning.. on the verge of breaking down in labrador just now and again in the car... maybe it's pms or oms (on menstrual stress)

i realised i really cannot go into the forest at night... simply CANNOT.. sister's bf excitedly wanted to bring us into labrador forest happily sharing abt the war going on.. and i was so scared i almost broke down, i had to insist we don't go up.. and i was pai seh because i had very abruptly and apparently shattered his excitement, like a little boy sharing about exciting things in school only to be squashed halfway by a wet blanket parent.. but i really cannot.. my fear of darkness is too overwhelming.. thankfully he didn't pursue..