Haz and my liberal views

finallY! haz my dear friend is back.. suddenly wished she could be here more permanently... so glad to see she is enjoying her pregnancy and nope she don't waddle like a duck like she keep saying she does.. there we were in JC talking about kids and how it feels to be pregnant and here we are talkinga bout her pregnancy and feeling her stomach looking at her ultra sound... all those catching up... 4 hours fly by easily manz and i could have stayed even longer if not for the fact it's 11:30pm at night with work tomorrow heheh.. i'll definitely pop by more often happy shopping for baby clothes!

A colleague made a comment today.. i forget what triggered this conversation but i only remmebered the dumbfounding jaw dropping statement:"not like you (me alice) right, always F*** around" my jaw literally dropped and half of me just stared at him and half of me wanted to push him off the stairs.. and yes, true to lawrence's expectations i'm putting it on the blog. actualy to say i was insulted was an understatement..

i have to admit, i'm pretty open to the topic of sex and everything to do with one's sexuality and temptations and blah blah.. Friends who know me welll know i don't shy away from topics like that.. it's something that In the strictest opinion is a beautiful gift that God had given to worship Him in marriage. but i also know ppl are mis using them outside marriages.

I talk to ex colleagues, friends, gfs, guy friends, buddies about their own sexual life, one night stands, sexual experience, preference blah blah and i don't usually blink an eye about it, in fact this is not the first time i'm blogging about it, i've blogged about this topic last year on my opinions about premaritial sex also http://melancholicjoy-mood.blogspot.com/2007/09/premaritial-sex.html

I am open to the fact that ppl are doing it outside marriages, i m liberal about things ppl do, am aware what goes on in the world behind closed doors, but doesn't mean i myself am liberal enough to do it myself because i know God says it's wrong and I have no intention to go against God on it. I have decided to stand firm on this for God, but i talk about it because i know it's part of who my friends are and im not and dont' intend to be an ignorance fool.

now have i for a matter of fact become too liberal and too open to talk about it in casual conversations that i'm mistaken to have done it myself and is F***ing around? probably tat's something i need to think about.