cooling down

Every monday is the time i go for my weekly aerobics class. And because of the fact that if i cool down at home, i'd end up dreading my shower and shower at like 11 plus pm with my head wet. So i've tried a new tactic, I'd sit down at the void deck enjoying the natural wind to cool down.

Sometimes, I thoroughly enjoyed moments of these, when i'm all by myself, and i can be anyone i want, i can wear any expression i want and i see no need to entertain. The breeze is a relief and it's a good way to end the day.

Today, the air is thick and dead still. The occasional tickle of air serves nothing to cool off the ever rising heat of my face and body. My body is thristing for the cool wind that usually comes, but tonight, It has decided to take a break for the night. I begged from within but yet it refuses to budge and change its mind. I longed for it to relief me of this of bubbling heat and disquiet. Alas, today is not the day.