Faith and Grading

God told sarah that she ll be pregnant & she laughed..she didn t believe God 4 e impossible . Frankly if I were her, I would think e same way. In fact I might tell God r u kidding me? ..this story was spoken to me twice last week. & it dawned on me dat I AM like sarah. I did lack faith in God in a lot of things & God is telling me to trust him in them.

In an analogy given in e book Run with Horses, a person was dining with a close friend & attention was mainly one another except e waiter whom ey would converse with to place their orders. In an ideal scenario, God shld be e one whom we are engaging most often with. However most often than not, e close friend is actually ourselves & God is simply e waiter with whom we talk to now & then to give orders thank him abit or even remember his name. Who actually is in e driving seat of our car?

I need to trust God more in what he can do & stop treating Him as e waiter of my life. Start talking to him more than simply about him.

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on a side note... helping my sister's wedding this week.. trying to squeeze time in to train more esp since Mr rivas drop a bombshell say ask me try for july grading period... Will try my best to make it these two weeks or so..