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Friday, November 27, 2009

It's all about Him

cell had great attendance today... looks like thurs is a good day ..

today's cell is on moses debating with God at the bush fire incident.. spoke to me today. I really feel inadequate to lead the cell next year.. i'm not doing fantastic spirtually this year, im no longer sensitive to ppl.. have i lost my compassion cos i lost my passion for Christ?

Im doubting my ability.. i can crap but to speak words that edify ppl in christ i doubt myself.. i can't lead events and i dont meet ppl up enough... but i guess today God says, it's not about you. it's about Him all along, it's about what He can do.. i guess i'm like moses, still have to ask him for His name and nature.. His power...

aye.. really pray i can rely on him and focus more of what He can do.

It's never about me, it's always about Him. .....

2 comments:

anxiety addict said...

alice, the passage on moses also spoke to me very much during one of our camy dg last time. i've never been comfortable with leading worship. i dun haf a great voice, i have stage fright, i feel i dun haf the ability, i'm not spiritual enof etc etc. there are a hundred and 1 reasons i can give to tell God i can't lead, but eventually i did. because it's through God's strength and guidance that i could lead worship, and for so many years too! i'm sure He will also provide that guidance and strength for you next year. Because it's always about Him and what He can do, not wat we can! jia you! *hugz*

xiaobai said...

thanks girl.. that's a rly encouraging msg =) nxt yr on, really need to focus on him and keep on remembering it's always about HIM.. =)