Lament

i'm not a hunter, patience is not my strength.
I simply can't sit still ......and wait........
And the waiting is driving me hair pulling crazy
but yet i got to keep my cool
I felt like i'm being pulled in both directions
can't go fwd and i dont feel like going backwards

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so sad.. so many family tragedies.. recently

first it was the mother who jumped to death in front of the family when the father had an affair. then it was the father who raped the daughter, earlier on was the father attacking the wife in front of the son with parang, another one the mother killed the autistic son, then now the father threw acid killing the wife and blinding the teenage daughter.

so heart wrenching to see tragedies like that. It's not even the usual squabbles, it's pure hatred in the family, that could spill over to death and serious injury. What was meant as a safe haven and a source of love and protection became hell on earth....

I can only thank God that i got an excellent family...... my heart goes out to those in these family tragedies...