tired

I've never felt so spiritually tired for a long time, guess i've been holding it in for a long time. I told God i can't seem to pray for long and i can't seem to do much and argument with sis in the morning totally drain me out even though i don't show..

went to service earlier so i can catch some proper time with God. along the way to church i told God, i'm too tired and i've too much negativity and anger within me. the moment i sat down in church in god's presence i started bawling and crying. i've never cried so hard fora long time. i figured the best plc to cry in God's presence is in church cos no one would blink an eye on it.. And no one would bawl so hard unless God's presence is very real.. and i thank God that He is there with me.

On a totally separate note.. had a superb time catching up with Haz, 7 hours flew by in an instant, and hugh jackman is woo hoo! in wolverine..

caught a great acoustic video of keith urban..
http://music.yahoo.com/promo-42778155-54-20090420-autoplay