moving on

think i can stop being angry le.. no point, not worth it. just gotta open my eyes bigger when i make friends next time..

but i think God has other issues to deal with me.. He really has a list of them i think, He has been nudging me abit here and there.. but i'm not sure i'm ready to ask Him or listen to what He has to say..

Although a misunderstanding was cleared.. but i'm not doing emotionally well still.. that was just the final straw.. like the innocent skier's harmless action triggering a huge avalanche waiting to happen and be unleashed..

i still dunno why my down time happen, don't know why i feel so depressed, all i know is this equation always happen on me.. my temper is inversely proportionate to my prayer/walk with God.

Thankful for family who gives me space and understands, thankful for cell mates who understands me, allows me to be human and be who i am without judging me too much.