getting on to me

so pek chek with myself. Can’t do the jumping back thrust .. ahh. End up whole night keep thinking about it… must really find time to practise.. must do my jumpings and spinnings stuff by red belt.. and need 2 gear up sparring.. it’s all in the mind, alben is saying when there are times when he felt another person is better, think to you self you can do it and have the confidence to do it then u’ll be better and my sis was saying I need to change this kia see kia su character of mine else can’t learn anything.. all right then chu chou jiu chu chou at least I got try..

So looking fwd to lasik. I really hope I can be eligible leh. =( wanna get rid of having specs and contact lens ! pls pls God, let me be eligible.. =(

And I really hope to be rid of driving and these eye and leg injuries issues, getting really tired, just wanna focus on training siah..