tots and tkd

虽然这几次我一不像头几次那么的受影响， 可是心里总是有个，到底有没有，会不会。真是苦恼。真是不喜欢这种心情。 好想往天空自由飞翔，可总被拉回这世界。 主啊， 帮我剪断这绳子吧。

anyway, back to sparring, i think i'm not that scared anymore.. but i really need MORE PRACTISE!! and my stamina and speed need to improve.. sometimes in my head u know wat to do.. but closing the gap between thoughts and actions is just so tough... oh well. at least i'm not that scared anymore..