busy weekend ahead.

damn.. intial draft of this entry get wiped out only after i finish typing ... sux manz..

but anyway, feel damn stressed about next week.. esp my grading! 16th will be my internal Grading and 18th my STF Grading gosh. worrying this is this time, we are tested on sparring, i bet im so stressed i'll have a mental block siah.. my sparrin absolutely sux.. i'm so nervous i always have mental blcok, but i'll deft do what i can, read up try and practise blah.. but still .. sigh. can't wait for 18th to be over. ...

i'm also taking leave on 16th to do spring cleaning. cleaning, decorating blah buying the whole hoo haa about cny is back again.. this time round im going solo.. sisters going malaysia for cny so sian. i gotta sleep alone. no!!!!!!!anyone wants to come sleep over with me? wahahhaha and reunion dinner is also on 18th.. to catch everynoe before they go msia...

17th i'm going batam with my cell for cell retreat. although i need to rush back for my grading..

i wish next week woudl be over soon... feel like taking leave.. but should save my leave for feb and march when there's no hols manz.. no more travelling for me.. should save up in this gloom..

need to remember to work out more, eat less, practise my tkd more, do my QT read up on minor prophetsrun more, though i still don't feel like sleeping early, i feel it's justa waste of time.