Lamentations

These few days, i'm in an ultra bad mood. I'm not in the mood to be funny or hang around people already. I 've always thought that I'm very sociable and have a sense of humour. Put with me any type of ppl and i can carry on a conversation.. Alas the magic has failed with people who are stil kiddish.. I am simply beyond that frequency to be able to click with these ppl anymore... people who are actually my age but then still behave and think like a 18 or 19 year old is beyond me.. who are they to think that they ahve the rights to simply critise other people or the right to choose that they are superior to others! my foot!!

So many arrogant idiots in the work enviornment! wah liew! it's only a department that has the finally say! do they ahve to be freaking arrogant and ignore ppl like that?? I mean if people is friendly towards you what makes you think you have the damn right to not give a damn and not reply.. If someone invites you for lunch, what makes you think you have the damn right to reject simply because you don't feel like!

stupid fools, talk about being a "Family" company, my foot! it's full of selfish i care about myself cliquish ppl!!.. and i have utterly incapable managers!.. they might know how to do their work, but they don't know how to lead and manage!! if they dont' even know what to do, they expect me to do miracles?? damn the increment and bonus had better be damn good. every day count down to the minutes tolunch then count down to 6 pm.. am i ever going to learn any thing at all?

i feel so far from my friends also.. Sometimes i wonder at the end of the day, who do i click with?