lasik..

it's the start of my lasik week.. pray for me that it'll be successful.. feeling a bit anxious..

so far the first one has been pretty successful.. except that the first machine they wanted to use couldn't fit my eye, so that got to change machine and manner of operations.. which was cheaper anyway.. so far it's recovering well.. my vision seems to be coming back on my right eye..

but doc told me that my left eye (the problematic one) can't work on the normal lasik anymore since my eyes are too tight for the original machine, and complications are higher cos the suction is less likely to stick watever it means.. so i need to do PRK, surface cornea treatment.. in lay man's term. it 'll still give you vision w/o specs and lens but takes longer to heal (about 2 weeks) and it's more painful..

Oh watever, I don't have much of a choice now, do it?

getting on to me

so pek chek with myself. Can’t do the jumping back thrust .. ahh. End up whole night keep thinking about it… must really find time to practise.. must do my jumpings and spinnings stuff by red belt.. and need 2 gear up sparring.. it’s all in the mind, alben is saying when there are times when he felt another person is better, think to you self you can do it and have the confidence to do it then u’ll be better and my sis was saying I need to change this kia see kia su character of mine else can’t learn anything.. all right then chu chou jiu chu chou at least I got try..

So looking fwd to lasik. I really hope I can be eligible leh. =( wanna get rid of having specs and contact lens ! pls pls God, let me be eligible.. =(

And I really hope to be rid of driving and these eye and leg injuries issues, getting really tired, just wanna focus on training siah..