Hanging on

Hanging by a thin line yet again... I hate this feeling. . Why did it always have to be this way?

I feel alone n lonelier than ever.. never felt more unwanted... betrayed. ..

I came crashing from heaven to hell in less than a week. The things that i was thrown in the face to handle alone n carelessly thrown to the side like an unwanted ragged doll. thought I was in heaven last 2 months... they are just but an illusion. .. how dumb of me. ..