Lament

okay, lamenting session... cant help it..gotta lament one way or another, some time or another.. better here than bore someone face to face with it.

no surprise, but tired of being busy (half of it is cos of tkd although i usually enjoyed training and classes). if i didnt' cancel my appointment yest with mike, my week will look like that.
Mon training, tues training, wed mike, thurs discipling course, fri cell or class, sat OTS course then housewarming then mid autumn celebration..

surpisingly i'm quite looking fwd to the 2 course.. esp the OTS one, been waiting half a year for it.. the discipling one i signed up without hesistating dunno y.

Have anyone felt alone despite being around ppl and socialising all the time? This feeling seems to be getting quite acute recently. I feel alone, not lonely but alone despite being with ppl all the time. people that you thought u click with suddenly felt like a different frequency altogether now..Feels tiring to keep reaching out all the time but yet, if i dont' i feel guilty for not doing so. After my grading, i should take a one whole week off appointments including training and probably take a few days off work.. sounds good to me..