Project X, Walk and photography class

finally completed my assignment and grading!! now im officially certified BPR practioner and red belt!! whew!!

Went watch Project X at esplanade on monday, darn cool!funk tap with hip hop and beat box on techno, latin, hip hop rockmusic..brough teresa and her son with the finace for somelocalfood.. too bad allthey are interested is alcohol cos they say "actually i can't be bothered bout food" then i dunno why they come singpore ..amazing.. 5 more mins to peformance and they still go order 1 pint each to drink.. and durin gdinner they drank8 cans in 1 hour just between 2 of them..

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attended a free intro photography class by gid... so trying totake some pics, not artistic at all.but playng around with off focus,action and reflexions..







took a long walk from dover singapore poly back home gombak.. took 2 hours to walk home..but feel really gd..fun.. and peaceful..maybe should try walking from buona vista..



miss these nice angsana, flame of the forest trees,
Huge, quiet, majestic and unassuming. Tolerant and generous of the life growing and dependants,
but yet strong enough to even break down the concrete pavement.

I wanna be like one of these trees also. Looks beautiful and unassuming, generous but yet strong in character also.

Great weekend.

great party at chinaone last sat.. rachel's presence really make things a lot better when she came though =) Reach home at 6am just as my dad is getting ready to leave for work.. much to his anger.. the rest of the family are so worried history would repeat itself they didnt sleep either.. received msg at 1plus am.. phone calls at 2 am plus. phone calls at 5 am plus again also.

great worship service on sun. Loads to catch up with God and loads of things to seek forgiveness for. But thank God for his mercy and love. Now time, to get back on track. To fill my mind with His words and spirit and not the things of the world. To speak words that edify other's spirit and not just worldly encouragement.

Not by my strength but His strength. In my weakness may His glory be seen.

Female superficiality or Wealth is just a byproduct

More than a couple of times, we see a beautiful lady with a man with at best, average looks, but is rich, the usual statement is that the lady is after the guy's money. Afterall, what else can there be if the guy has no looks?

On the flip side, sometimes the fellow is rich cos of their ability, confidence and hard work. And with talents and confidence, they can get to where they are financially. (I'm not talking about folks who are rich cos they inherit things from parents) To cut the long crap short, they can possibly attract the beautiful girls cos they are confident, smart and possibly know how to treat a girl decent. And they are rich simply cos of those same qualities..

Sloppy

okay.. i can't stand guys who don't even have the decency to comb their hair!

Saw a guy this morning whose hair looked like he just woke up (and it's not a deliberate ruffled style)..

MY theory is how much does a guy need to do to at least look presentable?

1) Make up ? NOpe
2) Clothes? What choice do they have for office wear???? Simple if you just want to look neat and presentable, no need flashy.
3) shoes ? (they all look the same to me *yawn* )
4) bags? Okay this one is tricky, at office they still carry the bag they carry in uni or poly.. sux..
5) that leaves with hair only.. save for skin and body built which takes time to build up.. they only have hair to do up properly cos clothes and shoes and bags are easy.... but yet.. there are still lazy bums who don't bother to even spend 30 secs to comb their hair.. DUH!

If only everyone is like mr smart dressed in mrt. Hair styled check, facial hair trimed and designed, check. nice clothes and unique shoes? check. Agnes B bag. Check.

not to say that there should be an over focus on appearance, but you really got to look like you care or give a damn.. cos the body is yours , u dont take care, who can?

Compare that to a normal lady (one who bother) morning routine.

1) Toner, moisturiser
2) wait 10 min for skin to absorb
3) Make up( eye shadow, mascara blah, foundation, powerder, blusher etc)
4) choose clothes (simple? dressy? classy? flashy? sexy? professional?)
5) Find a bag to go with clothes ( can't clash in design and colour)
6) Choose jewelllery.. (and make sure they match, not clashing design)
7) style your hair
8) choose a shoe tat match too..

now tell me, is it so hard for a guy to at least comb his bloody hair!

ahhhH!!

God, i need to take care of my health, help me watch my words and my heart and take the anger and negativity out from me..

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Rushed assignment till 2 am on sat and yest... think need to stay clear of pc these 2 days.. waste too much electricity plus need to get out from sitting on my butt.. though i a bit tak boleh tahan went jogging.. got target to reach.. think i gain weight liao.. must lose back plus for the sake of my rocket high cholesterol and... all the weddings that i'll be attending next year..

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Grading is coming, cannot rest.. need to practise harder... got higher expectations..


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shiok.. 10 to 4 old testament survey. going to the torah class, 5 - 6:30 after that.. book of numbers.. i'll be thinking like an ancietn israeli in no time :p

then and now

finally finish the BPR course!! but there are 2 difficult assignments to do... actually it's all doable if you appraoch like a school assignment project... but everybody in the course is a professional, and so are their damn reports.. fit for a management's reading manz... so the benchmark just shot up.. sigh..

came across old photos..can'thelp but do a comparision of me then and me now..wahahha

Lament

okay, lamenting session... cant help it..gotta lament one way or another, some time or another.. better here than bore someone face to face with it.

no surprise, but tired of being busy (half of it is cos of tkd although i usually enjoyed training and classes). if i didnt' cancel my appointment yest with mike, my week will look like that.
Mon training, tues training, wed mike, thurs discipling course, fri cell or class, sat OTS course then housewarming then mid autumn celebration..

surpisingly i'm quite looking fwd to the 2 course.. esp the OTS one, been waiting half a year for it.. the discipling one i signed up without hesistating dunno y.

Have anyone felt alone despite being around ppl and socialising all the time? This feeling seems to be getting quite acute recently. I feel alone, not lonely but alone despite being with ppl all the time. people that you thought u click with suddenly felt like a different frequency altogether now..Feels tiring to keep reaching out all the time but yet, if i dont' i feel guilty for not doing so. After my grading, i should take a one whole week off appointments including training and probably take a few days off work.. sounds good to me..