失望， 情绪化，mission trip

finally mission trip is over..

the ppl in my cell are great.. ready to fullfill God's calling and use their giftings and strength to the max.. it was a wonderful trip, despite major changes, but all things work out good for those who love Him, in face the changes are even better cos it frees up even more resources for each event..

home visitation is good, managed to know a few more families, ppl are really nice friendly and hospitable.. gosh.. think some of them dun really wanna cook, but avail themselves sorry guys, i really lost in the kitchen one.. better stick to wat i do better, talking to strangers :p too many wonderful things from the cell, better post in our cell blog instead.. oh yah. have to add.. THE STARS ARE BEAUTITFUL!!! WHOLE SKY OF THEM, I'VE FULLFILLED MY DREAM OF GAZING AT A NIGHT OF STARS. . yippie! =D

在好事之中唯一的污点， 就是我这个周末非常情绪化。事实上， 虽然有很多好事，可是我一点都不高兴。也很难仔细地说为什么。是因为我那没安全感的性格又在作祟还是，这礼拜觉得对人和朋友非常失望， 还是我又是想太多， 就觉得一切的烦恼和顾虑都忽然变得庞大。 俗语说，靠山山倒， 靠人人跑， 靠神最好。 真觉得，我不高兴时，难道真的要直接说出口才会有人知道，还是要我大声嚷嚷才有人发觉吗？ 还是我一直尽量这样关心我的朋友，而就会有一种期待有人也会为我这样做。

可是人，总会是让人失望。