not through with me.

i'm so happy... finally i'm crying because i'm touched cos i sense God's presence.. tears of joy, tears of happiness if there is every a thing like that..

During worship, all i'm thinking is i wanna fall in love with jesus all over again, and if i hadn't i would want to.

and the song goes "my Closest Friend" i know i should committ all things to Him first.. Seek Him for all things and seek man for answers.. think i've been seeking man too much.

Third thing He showed me, actually He told me before my roots are not deep enough, foundation is not deep enough like my recent bout has just proved to me loud and clear. never will i let Him go, cos i need him and i love God.

God is not tru with me i know He is not, and i'm so glad he did not stop loving me nor stop moulding me.. every word He say to me is so precious and thing he point out to me i didn't wannna forget.

4th thing i wanna do, pray for my cell folks if they need after service.. and i wanna make it a personal thing to come about half an hour earlier to cell to pray, will be good if they wanna join me..

soome of us (benson, ray,ruby sylvia, candy arthur) watching Facing the giants at candy's plc, one thing in the show "god has placed you where u are to bloom, and you do't move until God says u do" so whereever god placed me, i'm going to do the best for Him, especially as ACL..

I'm so looking forward to my retreat this week inKL 8th to 12th. heard it's 6 star hotel hahha.. great.. since i always stay backpacker or 2 star hotel haha.. but since the recent bout, it'llb e wonderful and excellent to throw everything aside and soak myself in God's presence and word.. God i'm so looking fwd to it!