Hottest guy in the news

Okay, hands up to those who know the answer to this question!

" who's the hottest guy in the news recently? WHose press conference garnered more reporters than when Mr tung resign from HK parliament?"

haha! no prizes for that.

Thing is, why does edison need to resign when there's a scandal like that? Not like it's his fault anyway. Yes, it's because of his pictures in the pc and carelessness that it happened. But who's to blame when both the females and him took those pictures willingly in their own privacy?

Does your personal life matters if it doesn't affect yr job performance? Reminds me of the Clinton and a recent US politiican recently.

Personally, as long as the artistes is good at what they do, I don't really care how many explicit photos he took with his gf in their own privacy.

Anyway, i bet to alot of his fans or some females, his sex factor and sexiness just shot up like a rocket after this.

passed by first gradin!

okay , in my anguish and disturbance forgot that i had actually moved on.

But yes! passed my first STF grading and now i'm yellow tip! yeah!! Gotta work hard, next grading in april.. trying to aim for yellow belt wahaha.. !

really don't need think much and my mind don't worry so much when i do my tkd.. it's really a stress and emotions relieving (not to mention can lose weight) activity hehe..

Scrweed it.

Think i screwed it this time round. Spoiled the only form of relationship we have. If a good working relationship is all we have, then i really had burnt the only bridge. No need to even consider anythign else liao.

Seems i never learnt my lesson. Always let my emotions get the better of me...

What would you say?

In the stillness and silence, God spoke.

It was the altar call for Rev Rick Howard's messsage about the judgement seat of God. All of us have to stand before HIm one day. And if he were to ask us to account for our lives, what would you answer? How are we living our lives? everyone when saved is saved by the righteousness of Christ, but do we have anything to tell God about when we see Him @ the throne?

the message really got me thinking what i'm doing with my life? I've accepted as my God & Saviour, but am i living my life like He is my Lord? the words really touched something within my heart as Rev Rick preach.

However, it was @ the altar call when Ps Calvin asked for moment of silence to contemplate & Evaluate our lives before God that it hit me. In the silence without the music and words, God Spoke. If you were to account, what would you say? Suddenly I felt very ashamed, & I've never been so desperate for God's presence and His strength, not even when i first accepted Christ. My tears started gushing like the dam just opened, only God can touch my heart this way. And all i can think about is " it should be all about you Jesus" And i pray that God don't let me forget that moment. It's not the end but it's just the beginning. Am i going to walk out the service hall forgetting what hadjust happened, or it's just the beginning of a change. I just pray that God has mercy in me for my weakness, & that He'll do what He can, renew my mind and strengthen my walk as I strive to be more like Him.

Jesus did not die on the cross, redeem us from our sins, reconcile us, just so we feel happy & that we are going to heaven and that's all bout all. He called us to go into the nations, making disciples, sharing His Word. What am i doing with the life that he had given and blessed me with?

Emptiness only He can Fill

This Chinese New year is no different from other CNY celebrations. It's sill the same routine, same places, same people. There are times when i enjoyed it, enjoyed the fact that our traditions still keepus in contact with our extended family. there are horror stories on relatives from hell. But generally mine are fine, there are nice ones and there are sucky ones. But overall, the idea of keeping in contact, visiting one other, saying words of well wishes to one another, can be pretty heart warming if sincere.

Besides them, i've also played to the max, I went my friend's place and watch movie till late at night on the first day, continued whole night and morning of majong, went chionging the second night, pubbing on the third night but still it doesn't take away that overwhelming feeling of restlessness and enveloping claustrophobic emotions constricting my heart. The moment I'm free and my mind has time to roam, i busied myself with a full 3hour workout to occupy my mind.

But Oh Lord, You know these won't help nor does it soothe anything. I've yet to set my problems at Your feet. You have said You can lead me to greener pastures and take Yr yolk for Yours is lighter. Lord You have said Take heart You have over come the world and Your Joy is my Strength. Lord, You have said Be Strong for You are with me and let the Lord take the throne of my heart . but Lord, forgive me for I've heard but not listened. I listen but i did not obey. I let the things of the world cloud my heart, like the weeds that overwhelm the seeds and cant' grow. Lord at the end of the day, this emptiness of my heart, can only be filled by You. Nothing else can take this place nor soothe this emotions except You. Take me into yr presence Lord.

docile or not?

My sis keeps telling me, i should not try to be rough.. play down my fascination for my taekwondo, try to be more gentle, actions softer a bit.. say i shoudl try tactic..

boy. that's going to be tiring. the truth as i've faced it, is that i can never be gentle or soft or whiney like the typical taiwanese girls. and i have a male friend who tell me i'm a bit too strong for my own good.

Now, should i just be myself? or is there reason that I should change ?

fantastic solo night

kena fly kite by my friend on Thurs.. puts me in the mood.. but too last minute so cannot jio anyone.. so decided wat the heck, i shall go for a drink myself.. at the back of my mind, reminds me of what li hia says, when she reach a particular stage in life she dun mind and dare going to some lounge for a drink then go back de. I wanna be like that also. ..

but Indochine@ club street is a nice and non-threatening place.. very relaxing.. and soothing. Nothnglike Clarke Quay or dempsey or those atas place where ppl need to put on a front.. nope this is where u can be yr self and sit there and relax.. lounge music, koi fish pond, dim lights.. waterfall at the wall etc.. wahh i love this place.

真可惜他不喜欢做这些事， 要不然我的那一晚一定更完美。他不了解的事，想要的不是那一杯酒，想要的是那个可以与朋友聚一聚的机会。那可是喝可乐还是汽水都无所谓。唉！在前一个公司，我与同事都是这样bond的。