Fun Fun Fun!

Never had so much fun in one weekened hehe!

Had blading class early in the morning on sat at ECP, could never get the A frame turn.. but oh well it was till fun.. when we had lunch it started raining and im like oh shit.. we gotta go cycling after taht.. it really rained after that, but for some reason we decided to sit out the rain.a fter all we made the whole way there to the east! the Cycling part with my colleagues after that was fun.. almost 2 full hours of cycling hehe.. after that my legs hurt abit from blading and cycling..

Went home and bathe then head out again for dinner with michelle . was a bit apprehensive since i didnt' know the rest of the friends.. but it turned out great.. really enjoyed my time and they are really nice to talk to..! Dinner at some super ATAS place that cost 34 bucks for one pasta! hahah.. then on to PS Cafe where they gave my number to the cute waiter.. oh gosh.. i need a hole in the ground there and there! but he IS cute haha.. by then it's almost midnight le hehe. head on to turkish place for some sheesha.. tried once.. but doesnt' taste anything but makes my throat damn itchy... alamak.. reach home at 4 am.. gosh been awake for 22 hours!

Wake up early sunday morning 3 hours later at 7 plus to iron my clothes cos i have a lot day ahead and need to do my weekly routine.. on to church and after that picnic with the other cell.. hehe.. got to know more friends! ooh i love it when i can know more new friends that i can click with.. ahhhh.. hehe... all the way to night.. ooh sun tan.. the sea, the sea breezee.. shiok then after that an ice cold beer with the group.. so nice.. wyatt brought the gp to geylang and i no need to take my own transport to geylang.. even gave me a lift there.

Onz to tau huay and durian too bad ramesh dunno how to eat it.. aiyo wasted.. but good for me get to eat durian hehe.! by the time reach home 12 plus tok to grace online 1 plus.. wahhaa.. nearly died on monday siah..

But super happy! thanks to all who made my weekend so wonderful!

looong time...

it's been a while since i last updated my blog. too caught up with life that there's basically no time to ponder..

Nov is not far away die.. have nto slimmed down enough hehe..now is only becoming acceptable.. having a bikni ready bod is still a long way down manz..

Positive attitude

we had our teambuilding yesterday.. compared to the one i had in HP this is definitely more positive.. that time, it was a team buidling where the atmostphere became really negative and more tensed.. and everybody took the chance to air what they were not happy with...

This time round.. it was more fun, the ppl were more polite and accomodating. prob cos they don't work with each other that's why there's nothing to be unhappy about hehe..

One thing i realise.. actually nobody started off liking team buildings and games.. but as long as you are optmistic and carry a positive attitude, things can look good and fun too.. if you start something with a sucky attitude then watever u are doing will be sucky and can affect eveyrone around u also.. but if you carry a positive and good attitude, then watever u are doing isn't that bad either. =D

roller blading here i come!

so much has been learnt in the retreat.. Touch of God is unmistakable and so sweet.. to hear from God. that's really the most amazing thing.. only pray i can maintain the momentum with him..

wah.. but 1 week in retreat.. i gain 1 inch.. all that i've done in 2 months gone haha..

i am so looking fwd to roller blading with my friends.. taking up the course that's subsidised under my company hehe... jia you! slim down have fun!!

Finally it's over

The very week that i've been dreading is so over!! yippie!!! I was so nervous the week before, wishing and hoping that the week wouldn't come, and now before i know it, it's over! wahahah

The whole week tuesday was my final theory test.. alamak, everyone was saying don't worry it's going to be easy sure pass one.. for some reason that made me even more nervous, what if i fail? aiyo.. if everyone say it's going to be difficult, i not so nervours leh.. but what the heck, i passed hehe.. but i was so slow and when i saw i passed i was heaving with a relief so hard the insturctor had to ask me, 'cannot make it ah?' hehe..Now it's time to start planning my driving practical. *freaked out*

then immediately that night tuesday i had to pack up cos flying for India for biz trip on Wed.. okay.. even though its not my first biz trip, but this time round, it was my first time alone. It's not the discussion nor the plane part that i was worried, but i was worried about the hotel stay, cos i never like and never really dare to sleep alone, and i got this child hood phobia about hotel rooms.. so the weeks before got my cell to pray for me, my sis pray for me and i was asking God to be with me throughout..

But whee, thank God it's not that bad :) the first night i reach past midnight.. although didnt' sleep much but it's still fun.. next morn wake up i was beginning to enjoy myself.. and second day and night i was thoroughly enjoying having the hotel room myself. hehe. can do whatever i want..

but everytime i go India i will fall sick last time i got food poisoning this time got diahoreea flu body ache and all. .. *faint*

so now need to recuperate.. cos monday leaving for malacca siah.. aye..

busy busy busy

i wonder how i can ever get busier than i already am

Mon, tues , wed i got tkd.. Thurs... jogging or appointments.. Friday, either appoitnments or TKD. Sat I have gym then cell group. Sunday would be church, housework and my sports class... Then i was surfing the 2tim2:2 group and they have the torah class on sat afternoon... i so want to take it up..... but dunno got time or not.. plus i havent even slot in driving.. ahhhh

this week .. mon got tkd, tues i have driving test.. wed i'm flying off to India. sat come back.. monday go off to Malacca... wah kauz.. but at least. malacca is to relax. which i badly need.. both physically and spritually..

i need 36 hours perday..

Tatalising, charged up. Pricked my senses, exciting!

That aside, manz.. reading like a week's worth of Calvin n Hobbes @ one shot.. so cute!!! can't take it!watched accuracy of death with aijia yesterday, good to see takeshi in a jap show. i prefer him speaking in Jap manz....Really funny so comedic his acting in this show..

been trying to seek high n low for Lifehouse's latest album, and no one seems t sell it!! i trying to buy original now and thy dont' sell! don't force me to dl!! search for Music junction dont have, sembawang music centre don't have also. Even HMV CITILINK N ORCHARD DUN HAVE!! oh my!! how is that possible

Taiwan charity show for sichuan Earthquake

I was watching the taiwan telecast of their charity program for the earthquake victims..Was totally mind boggling that it's so different from our own. We have dozens of these call in charity and sometimes our own artistes fight their light out or even had those foriegn artistes came and perform. Sometimes still.. the calls only trickled in or not met their target..

The TW version though.. they don't had all these performances.. veyr minimal.. and the funny thing is they have all these ppl at the back of the stage and when they call in, there are actually humans picking up their call.. not some automated voice messages.. wow... they have mayors, famous singers.. actors and even President Ma Ying Jiu and his wife or even Jay chou picking up the calls manz.. So many corproate or individual donations poure din also, by the millions and tonnes of millions NT.. and even when artistes sings, it's only if someone promise to donate like a huge amount of money.. not the other way round..

This keeps me wondering why..

Probably the fact that Taiwan has their fair share of earthquakes and their own Earthquake disaster like 921? that's why they can understand better? or the fact that they dont have much chartiy shows lkike that which is once in a blue moon.. so ppl tend to donate more as compared to have dozens per year.. Or that they have bigger population to gather donations from? or simply that the ppl there are more generous when it comes to helping others in need like that. Or their Hosts are so talented that they are able to speak words that touch the heart of the ppl and make the show a success?

Or is it simply that singaporeans don't have enough disasters to truly understand the impact that an earthquake disaster can bring? or singaporeans and companies in SG are too stingy to donate.. why bother so much when there are so many things to take care of within ourselves?

Umm..

trust

sometimes i wonder what's wrong with my eyes or my heart.. i can never seem to trust the right person.. those i thought i can trust actually i can't.. those act end up quite good i don't trust them in the beginning..

really need to be careful of my environment and the ppl around me.. Have wierd or narrow minded ppl around me.. i wish the ppl here can be more open minded.. gosh.. wat century is this already.. and some still can't be more frank, open minded or they keep behaving like some secondary school lkid.. gosh

Gotta try not to leave or stay cos of ppl..

east coast day.

Realised it's been a damn long time since i last updated my blog.. been busy and too lazy to type.. begin to wonder type for wat anyway..

Took a last minute leave to go East Coast last fri with my mum and my second sis.. it's been a damn long time since i went.. not since i quit hp and clearing my leave anyway.. and my mum hasn't been there so my sis brought her there.. quite fun.. my family are always a fun crowd to hang out with anyway.. super smiley face hoh my mum and sis hehe.. .. and my that stupid shades are worth every piece of cent i paid for! wahaha... up my glam factor my 100% siah hehe..

My dad very sweet.. suddenly appear.. mum says he scared my sis got lost... .. he very funny.. say 30 years never cyle le.. the moment he got on the bike, he transform into a kid heh.

sunday = pampering day

Finally i get doing my pampering and all that...

couldn't stand my long nails... did a full set of aroma manicure & pedicure which the lady did a good scrubbing of my dry foot. hate my nail colour but at least my hands and feet are neat now hehe..

then Sunday .. i bought body scrub, the gloves for body scrub. So i did a body scrub, hair mask, face mask & good workout .. felt good enough for another hectic week.. :)

Other than that, i think i'm slipping into depression..

yellow belt le

Yeah.... Passed my grading... actually unless u screw up big time.. but should pass de bah... umm.. now yellow belt.. no more double promotion though.. oh well.. slow and steady take it as get my foundations right first bah.. :) nontheless finally not white belt anymore... =D

finally... the day that i've been dreading is over.. finish my internal grading last week and my STF grading today..... i dont' think i made any seruios mistakes.. but really i always get so nervour esp with the coash and the judge standing so seriosly there.. usually it's a mental block what i did there.. i'll leave the hall clearly forgetting what i hd just done inside..

Oh well.. hope it's fine better still get a double promotion hehe.. But like what Santos says.. better dont' too have too high an expectations else u fall harder ..

wish i internalise that advice for my work also.... i had put in so much effort for the whole project... end up other managers recognise my efforts more.. and i got an increment that was lower than my expected.. or was my expectations too high.. well oh well like what li hia was saying, considering the fact taht i got complains by other managers before, i already have a higher than average increment is already not bad le.. so ...

But don't know why i feel so bloody negative about my whole envionrment.. suddenly i can't stand sitting in that stupid room and everything that everyone does irks me to the core. There are colleauges or friends who ask me not to think so much be more positive.. but i simply cant find the thoughts to be positive about....

My internal emotional turmoil is playing within me again.. and it's during these days i wonder where all my friends are...No wonder God says it's not the healthy that needs the doc but the sick... Thank God i have him.. without Christ i might have gone seriously in depression or over-anxiety...

Michael jackson!

MJ just released the 25 yrs anniversary of Thriller. And MSN video control room has the 1992 concert in Romania on the website. Supposedly when HBo played it that year, it chalked up the highest ratings ever.

My god! He is so addictive! No wonder they say he is just a talent! He makes singing so easy, so much stage charisma, his dancing is so damn smooth. And his vocals is powerful manz.. he can jump and dance around with out affecting his singing a damn bit.

And no wonder his moonwalk has inspired so many artistes and like a comment left on the MJ website, Imitated but never duplicated. And his concert is really worth watching manz ... I wonder where he is now! Just a waste if he stopped just like that...

Check it out.

http://msninconcert.msn.com/music/MichaelJackson/en-sg/artist.aspx

Grading again

The time of the year has come again.. it's time for Grading :P Getting a bit nervous.. now has more time to practise my chong ji, taegyu & my techniques.. don't know why ppl keep rising up while i keep getting stuck.... aiyo.. still @ yellow tip...

Hope can pass and move on to Yellow belt.. or better still get a double promotion to Green tip hehe.. a bit impossible.. sigh...

But oh well.. i took up for the interest of it, let me build my foundation and try to pick up to be a bit more all rounded =D

Pretty happy i've pretty much got over what has been troubling me. Thank God. This case it's really through HIm Alone i got over and no one else. Thank God He traded my sorrows for His Joy.