Tatalising, charged up. Pricked my senses, exciting!

That aside, manz.. reading like a week's worth of Calvin n Hobbes @ one shot.. so cute!!! can't take it!watched accuracy of death with aijia yesterday, good to see takeshi in a jap show. i prefer him speaking in Jap manz....Really funny so comedic his acting in this show..

been trying to seek high n low for Lifehouse's latest album, and no one seems t sell it!! i trying to buy original now and thy dont' sell! don't force me to dl!! search for Music junction dont have, sembawang music centre don't have also. Even HMV CITILINK N ORCHARD DUN HAVE!! oh my!! how is that possible

Taiwan charity show for sichuan Earthquake

I was watching the taiwan telecast of their charity program for the earthquake victims..Was totally mind boggling that it's so different from our own. We have dozens of these call in charity and sometimes our own artistes fight their light out or even had those foriegn artistes came and perform. Sometimes still.. the calls only trickled in or not met their target..

The TW version though.. they don't had all these performances.. veyr minimal.. and the funny thing is they have all these ppl at the back of the stage and when they call in, there are actually humans picking up their call.. not some automated voice messages.. wow... they have mayors, famous singers.. actors and even President Ma Ying Jiu and his wife or even Jay chou picking up the calls manz.. So many corproate or individual donations poure din also, by the millions and tonnes of millions NT.. and even when artistes sings, it's only if someone promise to donate like a huge amount of money.. not the other way round..

This keeps me wondering why..

Probably the fact that Taiwan has their fair share of earthquakes and their own Earthquake disaster like 921? that's why they can understand better? or the fact that they dont have much chartiy shows lkike that which is once in a blue moon.. so ppl tend to donate more as compared to have dozens per year.. Or that they have bigger population to gather donations from? or simply that the ppl there are more generous when it comes to helping others in need like that. Or their Hosts are so talented that they are able to speak words that touch the heart of the ppl and make the show a success?

Or is it simply that singaporeans don't have enough disasters to truly understand the impact that an earthquake disaster can bring? or singaporeans and companies in SG are too stingy to donate.. why bother so much when there are so many things to take care of within ourselves?

Umm..

trust

sometimes i wonder what's wrong with my eyes or my heart.. i can never seem to trust the right person.. those i thought i can trust actually i can't.. those act end up quite good i don't trust them in the beginning..

really need to be careful of my environment and the ppl around me.. Have wierd or narrow minded ppl around me.. i wish the ppl here can be more open minded.. gosh.. wat century is this already.. and some still can't be more frank, open minded or they keep behaving like some secondary school lkid.. gosh

Gotta try not to leave or stay cos of ppl..

east coast day.

Realised it's been a damn long time since i last updated my blog.. been busy and too lazy to type.. begin to wonder type for wat anyway..

Took a last minute leave to go East Coast last fri with my mum and my second sis.. it's been a damn long time since i went.. not since i quit hp and clearing my leave anyway.. and my mum hasn't been there so my sis brought her there.. quite fun.. my family are always a fun crowd to hang out with anyway.. super smiley face hoh my mum and sis hehe.. .. and my that stupid shades are worth every piece of cent i paid for! wahaha... up my glam factor my 100% siah hehe..

My dad very sweet.. suddenly appear.. mum says he scared my sis got lost... .. he very funny.. say 30 years never cyle le.. the moment he got on the bike, he transform into a kid heh.

sunday = pampering day

Finally i get doing my pampering and all that...

couldn't stand my long nails... did a full set of aroma manicure & pedicure which the lady did a good scrubbing of my dry foot. hate my nail colour but at least my hands and feet are neat now hehe..

then Sunday .. i bought body scrub, the gloves for body scrub. So i did a body scrub, hair mask, face mask & good workout .. felt good enough for another hectic week.. :)

Other than that, i think i'm slipping into depression..

yellow belt le

Yeah.... Passed my grading... actually unless u screw up big time.. but should pass de bah... umm.. now yellow belt.. no more double promotion though.. oh well.. slow and steady take it as get my foundations right first bah.. :) nontheless finally not white belt anymore... =D

finally... the day that i've been dreading is over.. finish my internal grading last week and my STF grading today..... i dont' think i made any seruios mistakes.. but really i always get so nervour esp with the coash and the judge standing so seriosly there.. usually it's a mental block what i did there.. i'll leave the hall clearly forgetting what i hd just done inside..

Oh well.. hope it's fine better still get a double promotion hehe.. But like what Santos says.. better dont' too have too high an expectations else u fall harder ..

wish i internalise that advice for my work also.... i had put in so much effort for the whole project... end up other managers recognise my efforts more.. and i got an increment that was lower than my expected.. or was my expectations too high.. well oh well like what li hia was saying, considering the fact taht i got complains by other managers before, i already have a higher than average increment is already not bad le.. so ...

But don't know why i feel so bloody negative about my whole envionrment.. suddenly i can't stand sitting in that stupid room and everything that everyone does irks me to the core. There are colleauges or friends who ask me not to think so much be more positive.. but i simply cant find the thoughts to be positive about....

My internal emotional turmoil is playing within me again.. and it's during these days i wonder where all my friends are...No wonder God says it's not the healthy that needs the doc but the sick... Thank God i have him.. without Christ i might have gone seriously in depression or over-anxiety...

Michael jackson!

MJ just released the 25 yrs anniversary of Thriller. And MSN video control room has the 1992 concert in Romania on the website. Supposedly when HBo played it that year, it chalked up the highest ratings ever.

My god! He is so addictive! No wonder they say he is just a talent! He makes singing so easy, so much stage charisma, his dancing is so damn smooth. And his vocals is powerful manz.. he can jump and dance around with out affecting his singing a damn bit.

And no wonder his moonwalk has inspired so many artistes and like a comment left on the MJ website, Imitated but never duplicated. And his concert is really worth watching manz ... I wonder where he is now! Just a waste if he stopped just like that...

Check it out.

http://msninconcert.msn.com/music/MichaelJackson/en-sg/artist.aspx

Grading again

The time of the year has come again.. it's time for Grading :P Getting a bit nervous.. now has more time to practise my chong ji, taegyu & my techniques.. don't know why ppl keep rising up while i keep getting stuck.... aiyo.. still @ yellow tip...

Hope can pass and move on to Yellow belt.. or better still get a double promotion to Green tip hehe.. a bit impossible.. sigh...

But oh well.. i took up for the interest of it, let me build my foundation and try to pick up to be a bit more all rounded =D

Pretty happy i've pretty much got over what has been troubling me. Thank God. This case it's really through HIm Alone i got over and no one else. Thank God He traded my sorrows for His Joy.

freedom from bondage

Freedom from bondage is the best feeling in the world... Thank God for being with me. Whether or not anything come to past or it did not, God has a reason. And I'm grateful He is in control and not me.

Nightmare.

woke up in cold sweat. Dragged back into reality from a world of dreams; a dense cloud of expectation enveloped me. My heart constricted & my limbs froze for the moment. Suddenly i was shaken wide awake. There is almost this air of anticipation that something is going to happen there & then. As wide awake as day time, I was fearful of what might happen. I broke into a string of fervent prayers, praying for safety & protection & that if anything might happen, God will stop it. Prayed that God will help me get back to sleep. Finally, having battled & Struggled for long, against the baisc instinct that sprang from within to be alert & flee, exhausted, I succumbed to exhaustion back into blissful sleep.

Weekend FUn

Finally my weekend is filled.. nowadays mondays to fridays is packed like siao..reach home almost 11 pm every day.. and i havent' even take up driving. .. so by the time i hit Saturday all i wanna do is stay at home and rest..... but beginning to think i nuaing at home too much...

Anyway.. last sat finally got KTV.. aiyo... been thinkng very long le.. me Lf and Tj.. we usually would go for a drink or two.. but figured, let 's change for once ;D go drink tea instead. hehe.. so we went back to tea chapter.. and drank almost 4 hours tea until we tak boleh tahan siah.

after dinner we had the mood to sing K. so pop by party world... not bad.. except now and then my mind isn't concentrating much.. but it was fun.. good to catch up with old friends once again =)

And sunday! the day i was waiting for. The Earth Wind Fire Experince concert! Damn it was good! in Fact, it is the most wonderful concert i ever attended ( considering i didnt' attend a lot:p)

They were excellent.. now only were the vocals, their musicicians fantastic... but it was almost 2 hours non stop of music... no intervals, no commericals, no change of clothes haha... they started with a couple of fast tracks.. can see ppl are enjoying but no one stood up to dance except one crazy girl :) then the continued on with a couple of slow tracks..

I tell you after the slow tracks.. it's not even half way the concert, they went " come on ppl, get up on yr feet" bamm the whole crowd stood up. Probably it's due to the fact that a significant number of the audience are 'ang moh' or probably 80% of the ppl stood because they wanna dance and let loose. But i gurantee there's a % of them that stood because the people in front are blocking them when they stand hehe.. i was unstoppable manz.... i can't imagine not dancing to these fantastic music.. the shout for encore was thunderous.. and i couldnt cheer any louder, nor could anyone else.. throat were sore from shouting.. hands were perpetually in the air.. standing ovation happens quite often also..

sad

it's been a long time since i felt so depressed. .... it's been very long.

哎， 受伤了

哎，在我做这么多运动的当儿，从来还未受过设么伤。 昨天却中标。

If i get hurt while in the midst of doing some glamourous kick i can still proclaim yeah i got hurt while sparring haha... but stupid thing is i sprained while falling down doing an unsucessful flying kick. Bent my toe while landing. dang. it hurt so much i can't even scream.. but i tot it's fine and i went on to the Strengthening and Conditioning class. I thought it'll be pure stretching like the previous class.. Oh no, running jumping hopping practically throughout the class. wat a coincidence.

Anyway, walked around with a limp the whole day. Never failed to be a good conversation starter i guarantee. next time anyone wants to talk to a dream person orif u want to see if someone cares for you, should get their legs bandage and walk around with a limp infront of them and see what reaction you get hehehe...


But my family was nice.. my sis drove me down to the sinseh, my dad followed along to give instructions and mum came to show where the sinseh.. cos of my leg the whole family went along hehehhe.. my eldest sis say wah so honoured leg whoel family go hahhaa..

HOpe it really recovers soon!! I got grading on April 13 n 20 !!!!!!!!

Hottest guy in the news

Okay, hands up to those who know the answer to this question!

" who's the hottest guy in the news recently? WHose press conference garnered more reporters than when Mr tung resign from HK parliament?"

haha! no prizes for that.

Thing is, why does edison need to resign when there's a scandal like that? Not like it's his fault anyway. Yes, it's because of his pictures in the pc and carelessness that it happened. But who's to blame when both the females and him took those pictures willingly in their own privacy?

Does your personal life matters if it doesn't affect yr job performance? Reminds me of the Clinton and a recent US politiican recently.

Personally, as long as the artistes is good at what they do, I don't really care how many explicit photos he took with his gf in their own privacy.

Anyway, i bet to alot of his fans or some females, his sex factor and sexiness just shot up like a rocket after this.