yeah.

savate on Mon. muay Thai on Mon and wed. krav maga on wed. and loads of bags for me to work on. yeah! that's the life I want! to feel the muscle ache. . :p

but I miss jhkim. that friendliness in everyone. where it feels like family and ppl are not so hao lian. .

Baptism and Muay Thai.

ahh.. been slow in posting ! yes i know. this is more of a personal reminder  :p 

finally after 16 years.. yes i know.. i don't seem like it.. but been 16 years since i received Christ. 26Dec1996, christmas weekend. But finally i got baptised.. on 8th April Easter Sunday. WHat a glorious day to be baptised. 

i honestly didn't expect baptism to be such an emotional affair, but oh what a ride it has been! i believe GOd's timing is the best and for me to be able to be baptised now does not come easy but God knows when the best time is.

It's probably both reason and excuse to say my parents don't allow me to be baptised, that's true .. they have been vehemently and adamantly against my water baptism. to them, you are not truly a christian until you are baptised. But i have been for years. But God has done a miraculous work softening her heart over the years..from Anti to someone who actually reminds me to pray when things get desperate.. shame on me :) but yes.. 

But i actuallly signed up last year and supposed to be baptised last Nov (after some urging my Justin frankly) but i don't think she is that open still... but somehow my menses was delayed and it overlap on my baptism week.. and i have wish to be Moses to turn the sea red :p But this time round , not only was my mum okay, but my cell group was there with me , my sisters are both with me and thankfully i didnt have my menses.. but what did happen was immediately the monday after my baptism on sunday, my menses started.. o my! god's timing and his attention to details like that. sorry ppl, keep going on about my menses.. but to know that he can control what's going on my body like that certainly firms up my faith that He definitely has the power to heal the sickness in my body! and i'm holding on to that! for my nose!!

But actually i didn't feel that emotional until the sat before when we had xb's housewarming cum jade 's birthday and mike prayed for me ... and the actual day it self when the pastor prayed for us, i was crying non stop man.. but i was happy i did it :)

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Signed up a new school :) Took up Muay thai :) My stamina plummeted! couldnt last through half the class! warm up is skipping 10 mins non stop.. can barely survive the warm up lor!! brain freeze half the time.... yeah got motivation to look forward to after work again.. anyway can try krav maga and savate also.. =) enjoy the muscle ache ! ;p

kicked up

after this week, finally time to breathe, at least to see the sun when I come out of the office. probably that's why I ve not been blogging as much. made Justin hold the kick pads as I practise oz basic foot works and kicks. shit, I'm back to square one kicking like a white belt, exhausted within 2mins. I got loads to catch up on, but it did ignite the passion once again. probably its time to check out some of the martial arts school in raffles, its time to check out mt or boxing. I miss my bags, my muscles are complaining from overcrowding by the extra fats neighbours. |||

Light of the world

In Him there is no darkness! His joy is my strength and I'm a new creation in Him, born anew! We have freedom the moment we call Him our Lord and I'm assuredly Yours. Guard my thoughts o lord, and fill my thoughts with your Word. ordispel all lies within and fill my thoughts withyour love

awww wooooo

I'm turning nocturnal already.. can't function during day time. and my brain just wakes up after mid night.. .. i should go get a night shift job..

WHining

i wonder why people can see it coming, can see it happening, know what's going on, but does nothing about it. It's like seeing someone march towards a man hole in the ground but yet does nothing to pull the person back or around the hole I shall and will stop saying I'm tired. I'm glad i still have my family and my two dear sisters around, who i always fall back on for encouragement and they had never failed me. But doesn't matter, it's all coming to an end soon. my sis said, never look to man for encouragement cos they will fail you, but look only to GOd for HIs acceptance and encouragement. And Prov 16:9: a man can plan for his course of life, but it's GOd who establish his steps.

yesh !

finally! I see the light still when I leave the office and I'm actually on my way home at 730! yesterday night was the 4th night in a row I slept at 3plus am. damm and I'm getting used to it.

yet a night con call the countless ones for last few weeks.

haven't gym in more than a week.

but yesh! I finally see the light at the end of tunnel. I'm so happy I can cry. its a detrimental move to my career, considering I had a good start this year. but sometimes you reach a stage in life money is not everything and I'm at a stage I have more than I need and I'm gaining a lot of challenging experiences but I'm at the unhappiest point in my life.

life

I don't need to travel round the world. I don't need to eat in fancy restaurants. I can take public transports, I don't buy branded stuff. just need to cut down my dining.

worth it, to get a more peaceful life.

gone

I ve lost my life. is this all worth it?

this and that

trying out a blog app from android. not as fancy but still do what needs to do. love my galaxy note, most fanciful tool around. does amazing thing around, but lag a bit.

busy busy. two more weeks and I'm on leave! can't wait! finally it seems within reach.

can't believe it happen again!

disgusted

https://fbcdn-video-a.akamaihd.net/cfs-ak-ash4/350337/467/179798645438918_37497.mp4?oh=f66abea010aa1419e6e64df4865ad4a5&oe=4EBDD000&__gda__=1321062400_7867b913487d191a1aa011226e3f3666


Been utterly disgusted and disturbed by this video. Even more so than the little girl incident.

Not sure because you can see the woman so closely, it was such an idilic scene, she was just cooly waiting for the bank to open. In fact You can still hear her screaming after she was attacked. Within 15 mins , her life ended just like that in what was just a routine trip to the bank. She died not because she was mugged . She died because of the heartless ness of the people around her , for letting her bleed to her death. This is just utterly sick, I won't even bother to comment what in the world happen to the values of the china people . Probably all they see are $$.

Fitness sank to an all time low . Lost most of my arms strength. In fact felt giddy 3/4 tru body combat class. Sux manz, and with the stupid knee.

Stop

i should stop my pubbing and clubbing.

hmm

Stupid knee is still down! God when can it recover?! Tired of doing boring low intensity cycling n walking.. Someone pass the bags n kick pads!!

Yes Taiwan family trip book Liao , well almost family trip minus one Sis. 29th dec!!

Sick down and out..

so tired of being sick.. the whole week the weather keep turning cold.. my office is winter wonderland (2 jackets and a woolen winter scarf and i'm contemplating mittens) driving me up the wall with my runny sneezy blocked nose..

and having to keep requesting MC and working from home is a hassle and not easy at all.. considering my line of work.. but truth is.. it's really intolerable in the office :( :( :(

it's been 2 months and my knee is still painful. THere goes chionging gym, going back tkd. = not working out enough/ releasing pent up energy with the punches = blues.. = poor him who need to suffer my mood swings.. *no good*

He has been really patient with my low moods for months now..

can't wait for my family trip to taiwan! hope can book a good date !!..

meanwhile.. after clearing 8 days, i'm still having 13.5 days as at January 2012.. got days but no time to clear..

just didnt get it

By saying that singaporeans dislike foreign faces he obviously didn't get it at all.

Its not abt foreigners per se, if they are doing something useful that warrant them being a 'foreign talent' n they try to adapt to local culture that s still fine.

But it's when they are obviously nowhere near s foreign talent, refuse to adapt to local culture n force locals to adapt to theirs, that's when it gets on ppl s nerves.