week

too busy to post anything..finally has time to sit down...

a bit hard to accept that she is really gone. sometimes i think she is still in the nursing home, waiting there with a smile on a face. Most independent, strongest, futuristic, respectful elderly that I've ever known...

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brain too saturated with work to think of too much..haven't gone training for a long time, miss it a lot. miss pole also...

finally could go workout with him.. afterall it 's what brought us together...

kena saboed =D =p heheheh

weekend..

keeping my fingers crossed for the weekend...

Anxious.. hope i didn't make the wrong decision. but happy and excited at the same time..

>>>>>>>>>>>>>

attended a cousin's wedding.. admittedly, the wedding is beautiful. Photo shoot with horses by what i believe is bali beach. usually the second march is okay, but they have the shot glass that has lights, and the whole place lights up like stars. nice..choice of gowns is excellent too.. very unusual, but bride is pretty so she can carry off. The one thing i love best, the wedding favours.. very practical useful wedding favours.. shot glasses and bag table hooks.. *love it*

"Hear our prayer, o lord god almighty come bless our land as we seek u worship u."

Was deeply affected as we sing this worship song this morn. Suddenly memories of the video clip of japan n middle east and ms flashed through my mind. Would the christians there still be able to worship still??

Pray also she ll pull through this time.

Pray I'll be able to pull through this period too, tricky n weary. Everything feels like a chore n feels really tiresome. I don't need another vacation . Just need to take a couple days leave sleep till whatever time I want. And after that go FF workout as long as I want. N wrap up the day just soaking in the presence of God, that's what I called a break.

So many artistes coming this quarter; eagles Eric clapton, slash, santana, far east movement, maroon 5. , avail lavigne and a throng of others that I can't remember. But I'm waiting for 2 particular artistes to come:

1. amazing George Michael
2. Funky jamiroquai

Meanwhile patience siah.....

Demoralised

Need reasons to convince myself why this is worth my time..

You change, ppl change, you move on, others move on.. Thank God for those that stayed with you along the years..

thank God for him who is always there with me, to comfort and cheer me when i'm down or out, or enjoy the moments with me when I'm happy.

Updates

So happy my mum agreed to let me install a bag at home, it wont beat going dojang but I can still practice my kicks punches get a really gd cardio n yet still come home more often => n I still save $ from the fees , solve my prob of parking also ... Whoppie!!! 

This week art will be flying , all the best manz will miss him also 

Another busy month , done with cny then off to batam Nxt sat then bintan in the last weekend... Nt fullfilling my resolution very well... But looking fwd to batam 3 of us sis get to share rm again:) 

Valentine s day coming , not intending to plan anything special cos everywhere is crowded n everything Is expsv. Prob something simple to just be thankful we ve each other 

Things I don't understand part 3

things i Still don't understand Part 3

1. I don't understand why do people give up their seats for kids (when they are a bundle of energy and don't feel like sitting) but don't give up to old folks (who don't have energy and wanna sit)

2. I don't understand why people in bendy bus dont' move in when there's also another exit at the back.

3. Why are fat ppl always viewed upon negatively?

4. Why do guys like it that girls can whine and talk in a girly fashion?

5. Don't understand why some girls would wear a big stupid flower on their head as head band..

Part 1 & 2:
http://melancholicjoy-mood.blogspot.com/2010/05/things-i-dont-understand.html
http://melancholicjoy-mood.blogspot.com/2010/07/hings-i-still.html

Anyway, as you can see, it's either i'm too tired or too bo liao.

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Sat through a tender presentation my boss did today. He was really good, smooth and convincing, man i can never talk like that.

But i really like what was being presented, and i like the fact that the particular organisation really takes a serious view about having their implementation plans process driven. Projects like that gets me excited. To help organisation walk through the entire journey from zero awareness to a certain level of BPM maturity, to help tie in the IT and business in one single platform and language. Except the "have-to-convince-others pitch" part, I suddenly got reminded once again why I choose BPM as my career path.

josh groban and holidays

I know i've shared in FB this link.. but so good i need to talk about it here..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uIQp9Dqcrw

Really touching voice.. amazing.. Josh Groban's To Where you are

Planning my hols this year.. hopefully our family trip can finally happen, either Taiwan or japan.. Definitely a sydney trip this year. and a batam trip with sisters, peter his sister and hopefully him. can't wait =)

Discipline!

1st week of 2011 has passed n it has been a week of no discipline which is not good.

2011 would b a yr to grow closer to Him and illuminate my mind with His words. To recognize the fact that we r here on this earth to glorify God, and most important of all to make Him real in my life, but discipline to do wat I need to do.

Discipline also to stop eating so much aiyo rest enough n drink less so my stupid flu n chest wont acting up....discipline to get back Tkd training since my Std drop so much! 

New year yeah, time flies we r already 6 days into the year.

Happy to get back training, pray nose n chest will recover ASAP n nt hinder my training n workout. Kena punch on nose yest, bleed all over my hands , face n left a trail of blood on the floor n down my body. Huat ah! Auspicious start haha

Need to ramp up my forms n full range (drills at least)

Marry you

Heard this song that's by the title below. Supposed to be romantic and nice. But check out some of the lyrics, oh gosh..



Bruno mars: Marry you



It’s a beautiful night, I feel like doing something stupid.. I think I wanna marry you. (me: ..... speechless)

Nobody would know, let’s get married (Me: If I get married, why don’t let the world know? Is this an elope?)

If you wake up the next morning and you want to break up, that’s fine by me.. (Me:we are talking about marriage here dude, not a game.. )



What kind of lyrics is that??? What kind of values does the world has now?

BBQ at Treehouse

had a cell bbq at CSC's Treehouse, environment was excellent.. even though it was raining heavily.. but the bbq was sheltered, pity the pathway to the treehouse is not sheltered.. but i will definitely go back again.. maybe for family bbq.. :)

Picture of the place after dark.. when it was still raining..damn cool...



Was waiting for the guys to bring the food from the car.. the trees, forest, rain and water sound.. really hypnotic, surreal and peaceful really.. the rain was so heavy you can hear it very loudly from the video.

Resolutions!

Ahh.. it's that time of the year again.. Time for New year resolutions!

some people don't believe in NYR, but no matter whether you achieve them at all, it at least sets some direction for the new year ahead so at least you don't go through the year drifting around and regretting them at the end of the year...

http://www.melancholicjoy-mood.blogspot.com/search/label/New%20Year%20Resolutions

That was my resolutions set last year.. but looks like the only thing that I've achieved is my black belt.. which i was really ecstatic about. something good happened in 2010 which wasn't expected, so that was a sweet ending to 2010 =) in my previous blog which i listed down the list of blessings, at the end of 2010, i have tonnes to thank God for.

Now for the new year,
1) Do a bible study of 3 minor prophets or 2 major books.
2) have a more consistent prayer time, talk to Him more.
3) Putting in more effort for cell ministry
4) Get training or certified in PM
5) spend more time at home / spread out my appointments so i don't end up going out every day...
6) try to lose 3 kg & maintain my TKD (improve my full range)
7) build up r/s

Whew.. that will do, walk with God, personal life, ministry, work and sports.. =)

hope i can hit some of them =)=)

A^E

finlly..over.... happy to see ray and sylvia married.. good for both of them :) hope they enjoy nz for their honeymoon :)though damn shag for rest of us.. but its fun, this batch of bros are fun and nice.. but then.. if they are good friends of ray, i'm sure they are nice ppl

second time in 2 years i gotta check into A&E myself... thurs overwhelmed with chest pain.call my insurance agent to check on payout (my friend suan me say u aregoing A^E n the first person u call is regardng payout *faint* )but he send me to hospital instead..by then i was squirming in pain and rolling around n they push me immediately to critical care.. although i was feeling better after medicine,but since i high risk n family history so had to stay in thruout the day for further observations..doc duno stupid or funny when he see me hesistate he still say "don'tworry , lunch and dinner provided" i'm like liew, like it's the first thing i'm worrying about like that... but thankfully discharged with possibility of heart attack ruledout.this week gotta go to SHC to see the cardiologist for further follow up..

guess the pain is on nd off.. yesterday night eat the painkillers, today feelbetter.. so chiong gym. but i gotta take it easy, just in case.but i miss working out.. 2whole weeks siah... tak boleh tahan liao..

aiyo..today,somebody comment, wah your shoulder like wearing shoulder pads hor...*slaps forehead*.... though the person meant it as "compliment",dunno whether to laugh or cry.. hahahha

busy busy

can't wait for final week of
December to come.. 4th dec - xmas movie event
preparation
5th Dec - Sylvia's hen night
6th Dec - prep for mission trip
7th dec - company event
8th dec - Tkd training 9th Dec - cell group
10th dec- ? prep for mission trip
11 - 12th - Bintan trip
13th - Tkd training
14th - movie with sis?
15th - Company event 16th - cell group
17th - X mas celebration with
Denise n gang
18th - Ray n Sylvia wedding
19th - lunch with en en ?

OMG....

super off

Finally it's over. Dont need to keep thinking about the event Liao . Thank god for the many good things that had happened. But I got a feeling I screwed up, n I ended with a sinking feeling in my stomach.....n ended d night feeling I screwed big time in other areas...

or maybe it's really nt a good timing since i barely recovered from the drain of the event, and looking ahead in december, there absolutely is not much time for rest.....