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Sunday, November 16, 2008

old outdated birthday pic and ecp

Was flipping through my dismal pictures folder when i came across the pictures for my birthday with my cell and when i was updating my blog, i said will put up just too sleepy.. wah kauz.. i really damn slow.. really Thank God for this bunch of folks where i can be who i am without having to put a front.. =)




really have a great weekend.. cycling and KTV with mel, yannie and the ever so cute denise. ... Yak yak yak it's too early but everyone surprisingly woke up in time hehe. esp for mel and yannie.. who both slept at 2 plus or 3 am.. and have to reach east side by 8 plus.. bravo guys! and the best thing is they didn't complain a wee bit and have to sleep standing up on the bus.

And denise really sing not bad but keep saying very lousy.wahahah. she and mel, my chinese songs dictionary hehee... things are always fun with denise around wahhaa... and somehow singing the emo songs is the only time i see her emo hehehhe..














Friday, November 14, 2008

Emo

Emo.
thinking
disturbed
turbulence
whirlwind of thoughts

struggling
wondering
can i stop
need to stop
need to put a brake

need to get ashore
fighting against the waves
trying not to be swept away by the rushing currents

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Finally Fun Time!!

Ahh enough about work, looking fwd to sat for our ecp cum ktv session. Had a great time last Fri with watching Quantum with denise, yan and charlene, Lawrence (who has more a weida look than lawrence look wahaha) and benne and after that short drink at alley bar. All of them so wonderful and cute in their own right, thank God for having nice colleagues in the companies I work in so far, definitely make life more interesting when you need it. Ah back to the ecp.. haven’t seen the sun for so long! But I so scared of being tanned.. I dunnnnwannnnt.. my freckles is going to fill up my cheeks soon manz..

Train train train.. better train more to improve my skills, wanna be a good green belt person the way a green belt holder should be!! New class schedule from 24th nov. … starts at 6:30.. so must leave on the dot at 6.. which means must come on the dot by 8:35 wah.. this is sooooo difficult =’( =’( …..nowadays my life surrounds tkd, at night b4 I sleep I also think about it, and whatever exercise I do should serve to benefit my tkd… never felt so purposeful in my workouts before hehehe…

Work…. Miss God

So bored at work… sometimes it’s not that I don’t have anything to do, it’s just sometimes you don’t get the satisfaction of doing something u know technically, by right is worthwhile doing. BPR, by right is an exciting and interesting project to do. There is not a single day that should be the same, you get to meet people from all divisions, get to learn a lot of things without directly being held responsible for the work. If it’s geared in the right direction, it can definitely help the company save money, improve process and more transparency and consistency in everyone’s work. But this company is definitely not ready for any BPR or BPM or related projects, not only did they can’t see beyond their direct job scope, BPM/BPR is lowest on their priority.

I Miss God.

I Miss God, one message from pastor calvin b4, think I really miss talking to Him, listening to Him, being close to Him. In an analogy that Jade had given, sometimes we put God in the passenger seat, or worse still in the boot, and bring Him out only when we need Him. But we should all be letting him in the driver seat of our life. Really need to review this aspect with Him more often and put aside all other miscellaneous thoughts in my head….

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

"extended weekend"

been trying to learn how to cook.. at 26 then u learn?! oh well better late than never hehe.. it's a skill eveyrone should know to me.. u can go anywhere (i mean in a decent city not in the jungle) and u can pretty much survive...... learning just the basics.. fried rice, fried bee hoon, cabbage, normal vege, gong bao ji ding.. mui fan.. my sis was saying.. wah nov23 u are the one getting married or pipong (my second sis) hehe.. in the words of my sis, well i cannot wait for the shit to be at the hole before i go find toilet.. wahaha..

Finally managed to hit 8 K again.. wanted to jog more and train more.. but alas.. fell sick.. too much fondue.. which reminds me... the cell pot luck was fabulous.. loads of food.. good time together.. pretty good sharing and good time of prayers... but i think i whacked the fondue a bit too much.. dont' waste mah.. nobody seems to be eating despite the anticipation of it! hehe.. cell mates say bee hooon not bad. my family proud of my virgin product.. but my dad say no wonder got left over.. too bland.. hehehe oh well....

can't wait to recover so i can get back to training!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!! 2 days w/o exercise.. my muscles are calling for help reaching out and trying to stay afloat... pushing the layers of fats aside trying to breathe..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

my blog proverbs and cheeky quote of the day

looking at the proverbs of the day and cheeky quote of the day in my own blog.. ha such wisdoms!

Proverbs words of solomon say do not mix with ppl who drink too much wine can make u poor or something.. wah liew.. i really need to think through my lifestyle.. drink lover leh..

cheeky quote of the day: women are meant to be loved not understood.. wah so true!! but then hor some women will complain the men in their life don't understand them.. so 矛盾hor....

down and then up!

wah. dunno wat's wrong today. got off the wrong side of the bed.. so grumpy the whole day.. but then.. i have only one side to get off from the other was the wall... so i'm perpetually grumpy heheh.. ok very lame hehe.. but poor denise has to tolerate my di di niam di di niam moments hehe.. till i told her if i di di niam again have to stop me hahha..

but !! hehe.. nothing can save a sucky day more than a good tkd session! hehe.. 3 hours non stop .. 1 hour learning the patterns.. anther hour of all levels of target and kicking punching.. another super strenous hour of running jumping.. pushups ( GUY STYLE!!) i think my instructor has more faith in me than i think i am hehhee.. ah dui .. push up guy style .. he say alice u are a tough woman.. maybe i'm tougher than average woman.. but damn can't beat the guys(that's for sure!) i can only manage 3 before i have to stop.. think he give me leeway also heheh

but damn i feel super shiok now !

Monday, October 27, 2008

lousy skills i have!

was looking through some of the pics i taken.. and i realised i need some photography lessons!!!! omg!! the fireworks i taken randomly look like wriggly worms in the sky lor! then compare to the very professional shots by tze kai.. swee!!




Sunday, October 26, 2008

Pant pant :p

sunday! a time of rest and dread usually and a time to exercise heheh.. =)


So so happy that there's no work tom.. wah actually the whole of weekend not much plans. but it's quite shiok cos no need to rush.. only rush up to wake up to exercise ...


today driving lesson again.. ask the instructor, finally he say i can start to get the exams date le.. else that time he keep saying better don't take test date first.. at the rate he keep saying 靠一边一点,要撞死人了要撞死人了。 hehehe


aye! miss my target! that time run 8K.. today want to hit the same.. but then end up only run 6Km alamak... i think i got lazy body leh... never mind still got 2 months to go.. hehe meanwhile.. i'll still be panting like a tired dog!

Friday, October 24, 2008

Roses


Came across a beautiful poetry...... sweet


ROSES You love the roses - so do I. I wish They sky would rain down roses, as they rain From off the shaken bush. Why will it not? Then all the valley would be pink and white And soft to tread on. They would fall as light As feathers, smelling sweet; and it would be Like sleeping and like waking, all at once!


Thursday, October 16, 2008

greenny green green

yippie!! green belt le! one resolution fullfilled ! somehow after chnging colour, got that feeling like cannot pray pray liao.. msut be even more serious in class.. cannot anyhow kick le hehe.. cannot sia sway myself wahaha.. today instructor say my stamina not very good.. ask me go do skipping on top of my jogging.. maybe i should skip eveyr morning before i go to work.. hehee...

Monday, October 13, 2008

exceed my limit! hehe

so happy!!! okay .. it started off quite sucky because i lost my unifrom and i can't go to class today even though i was so super prepared to go ...so bo bian come home for a run...

dunno why found my momentum... and usually i run 4K i already tired.. but today i exceed my limit and run 8 K instead.. so happY!!!! o my! hehehe..

still not fantastic compared to ppl who can run half marathon and shit .. but for myself it's something worth a pat on the back.. looks like achieving my new year resolution of running 10Km is quite feasible le! hehe

Monday, September 22, 2008

birthday time of the year

it's the time of the year.. where it's your birhday season..

Really happy that some old friends remembred.. shouldn't take old friends for gratned for remmebering..

Ex colleauges from HP celebrated. ashley, kean & charmanye, carol lingfang, pei zu, remi yas. ..and star bucks coffee from yas..

Cell mates had seafood steamboat buffet on sat.. wil prob post some pictures.. more celebrations next week to come..

Meanwhile.. eyes and fingers falling asleep.. ciaos.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

upcoming birthday.

Birthday iscoming.. but dunno why there isn't this excitement in me? Last year's was fun.. good to have blogged about it.. at least it gives me good memories.. but this year is boring.. for some reason..

yeah there are celebrations.. but ....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Foreign workers in Singapore

Okay, long time no blog and i'm infuriated enough to need to release my anger.

I really can't take it that singaporeans keep asssociating the foreign workers as criminals. omg! that's so ancient thinking. we are supposed to be first world countries but have behaviours like that.

Okay my friends would know me that i have a particular strong dislike for people from a particular country because of their typical general rude, super kiasu and no social courtesy manners. But for the foreign workers from India and Bangladesh.. except the fact that they always hover at mrt or bus exit without moving in (but that behaviour come from local also), genearlly i find them super polite nice and well behaved.

When is the last time do you hear a crime by them against a local. If there's any crime at all comign from them, that's usually between themselves. I remmeber in my old neighbourhood, at one point of time, there was a lot of construction going on for the then-upcoming condos. My area being hawker centre and hdb area, becomes an attraction for them. The thing is, they are hardly rowdy at all. And now and then as u walk near them, and they accidentally bump into you on your shoulder or something, they immediately go "sorry sorry" in a super apologetic sincere humble manner, something locals hardly do at all.

And days when i go home very late at night, i find their prescense reassuring that at least there are other living souls around. Basically the only thing they do is gather together and talk.. which is fine especially they are living in a foreign land.. all they do is turn aroudn together and stare/look. What harm is that? what nonsense about women being unsafe! bull shit! never a day have i felt unsafe. In fact i rather have them around then some leary old man.

Stop looking at these folks with coloured eyes. A lot of them are really well behaved people whom like the straits times article on 9th sept say, they are more afraid of us than we of them.