哎，在我做这么多运动的当儿，从来还未受过设么伤。 昨天却中标。
If i get hurt while in the midst of doing some glamourous kick i can still proclaim yeah i got hurt while sparring haha... but stupid thing is i sprained while falling down doing an unsucessful flying kick. Bent my toe while landing. dang. it hurt so much i can't even scream.. but i tot it's fine and i went on to the Strengthening and Conditioning class. I thought it'll be pure stretching like the previous class.. Oh no, running jumping hopping practically throughout the class. wat a coincidence.
Anyway, walked around with a limp the whole day. Never failed to be a good conversation starter i guarantee. next time anyone wants to talk to a dream person orif u want to see if someone cares for you, should get their legs bandage and walk around with a limp infront of them and see what reaction you get hehehe...
But my family was nice.. my sis drove me down to the sinseh, my dad followed along to give instructions and mum came to show where the sinseh.. cos of my leg the whole family went along hehehhe.. my eldest sis say wah so honoured leg whoel family go hahhaa..
HOpe it really recovers soon!! I got grading on April 13 n 20 !!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Hottest guy in the news
Okay, hands up to those who know the answer to this question!
" who's the hottest guy in the news recently? WHose press conference garnered more reporters than when Mr tung resign from HK parliament?"
haha! no prizes for that.
Thing is, why does edison need to resign when there's a scandal like that? Not like it's his fault anyway. Yes, it's because of his pictures in the pc and carelessness that it happened. But who's to blame when both the females and him took those pictures willingly in their own privacy?
Does your personal life matters if it doesn't affect yr job performance? Reminds me of the Clinton and a recent US politiican recently.
Personally, as long as the artistes is good at what they do, I don't really care how many explicit photos he took with his gf in their own privacy.
Anyway, i bet to alot of his fans or some females, his sex factor and sexiness just shot up like a rocket after this.
" who's the hottest guy in the news recently? WHose press conference garnered more reporters than when Mr tung resign from HK parliament?"
haha! no prizes for that.
Thing is, why does edison need to resign when there's a scandal like that? Not like it's his fault anyway. Yes, it's because of his pictures in the pc and carelessness that it happened. But who's to blame when both the females and him took those pictures willingly in their own privacy?
Does your personal life matters if it doesn't affect yr job performance? Reminds me of the Clinton and a recent US politiican recently.
Personally, as long as the artistes is good at what they do, I don't really care how many explicit photos he took with his gf in their own privacy.
Anyway, i bet to alot of his fans or some females, his sex factor and sexiness just shot up like a rocket after this.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
passed by first gradin!
okay , in my anguish and disturbance forgot that i had actually moved on.
But yes! passed my first STF grading and now i'm yellow tip! yeah!! Gotta work hard, next grading in april.. trying to aim for yellow belt wahaha.. !
really don't need think much and my mind don't worry so much when i do my tkd.. it's really a stress and emotions relieving (not to mention can lose weight) activity hehe..
But yes! passed my first STF grading and now i'm yellow tip! yeah!! Gotta work hard, next grading in april.. trying to aim for yellow belt wahaha.. !
really don't need think much and my mind don't worry so much when i do my tkd.. it's really a stress and emotions relieving (not to mention can lose weight) activity hehe..
Scrweed it.
Think i screwed it this time round. Spoiled the only form of relationship we have. If a good working relationship is all we have, then i really had burnt the only bridge. No need to even consider anythign else liao.
Seems i never learnt my lesson. Always let my emotions get the better of me...
Seems i never learnt my lesson. Always let my emotions get the better of me...
Sunday, February 17, 2008
What would you say?
In the stillness and silence, God spoke.
It was the altar call for Rev Rick Howard's messsage about the judgement seat of God. All of us have to stand before HIm one day. And if he were to ask us to account for our lives, what would you answer? How are we living our lives? everyone when saved is saved by the righteousness of Christ, but do we have anything to tell God about when we see Him @ the throne?
the message really got me thinking what i'm doing with my life? I've accepted as my God & Saviour, but am i living my life like He is my Lord? the words really touched something within my heart as Rev Rick preach.
However, it was @ the altar call when Ps Calvin asked for moment of silence to contemplate & Evaluate our lives before God that it hit me. In the silence without the music and words, God Spoke. If you were to account, what would you say? Suddenly I felt very ashamed, & I've never been so desperate for God's presence and His strength, not even when i first accepted Christ. My tears started gushing like the dam just opened, only God can touch my heart this way. And all i can think about is " it should be all about you Jesus" And i pray that God don't let me forget that moment. It's not the end but it's just the beginning. Am i going to walk out the service hall forgetting what hadjust happened, or it's just the beginning of a change. I just pray that God has mercy in me for my weakness, & that He'll do what He can, renew my mind and strengthen my walk as I strive to be more like Him.
Jesus did not die on the cross, redeem us from our sins, reconcile us, just so we feel happy & that we are going to heaven and that's all bout all. He called us to go into the nations, making disciples, sharing His Word. What am i doing with the life that he had given and blessed me with?
It was the altar call for Rev Rick Howard's messsage about the judgement seat of God. All of us have to stand before HIm one day. And if he were to ask us to account for our lives, what would you answer? How are we living our lives? everyone when saved is saved by the righteousness of Christ, but do we have anything to tell God about when we see Him @ the throne?
the message really got me thinking what i'm doing with my life? I've accepted as my God & Saviour, but am i living my life like He is my Lord? the words really touched something within my heart as Rev Rick preach.
However, it was @ the altar call when Ps Calvin asked for moment of silence to contemplate & Evaluate our lives before God that it hit me. In the silence without the music and words, God Spoke. If you were to account, what would you say? Suddenly I felt very ashamed, & I've never been so desperate for God's presence and His strength, not even when i first accepted Christ. My tears started gushing like the dam just opened, only God can touch my heart this way. And all i can think about is " it should be all about you Jesus" And i pray that God don't let me forget that moment. It's not the end but it's just the beginning. Am i going to walk out the service hall forgetting what hadjust happened, or it's just the beginning of a change. I just pray that God has mercy in me for my weakness, & that He'll do what He can, renew my mind and strengthen my walk as I strive to be more like Him.
Jesus did not die on the cross, redeem us from our sins, reconcile us, just so we feel happy & that we are going to heaven and that's all bout all. He called us to go into the nations, making disciples, sharing His Word. What am i doing with the life that he had given and blessed me with?
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Emptiness only He can Fill
This Chinese New year is no different from other CNY celebrations. It's sill the same routine, same places, same people. There are times when i enjoyed it, enjoyed the fact that our traditions still keepus in contact with our extended family. there are horror stories on relatives from hell. But generally mine are fine, there are nice ones and there are sucky ones. But overall, the idea of keeping in contact, visiting one other, saying words of well wishes to one another, can be pretty heart warming if sincere.
Besides them, i've also played to the max, I went my friend's place and watch movie till late at night on the first day, continued whole night and morning of majong, went chionging the second night, pubbing on the third night but still it doesn't take away that overwhelming feeling of restlessness and enveloping claustrophobic emotions constricting my heart. The moment I'm free and my mind has time to roam, i busied myself with a full 3hour workout to occupy my mind.
But Oh Lord, You know these won't help nor does it soothe anything. I've yet to set my problems at Your feet. You have said You can lead me to greener pastures and take Yr yolk for Yours is lighter. Lord You have said Take heart You have over come the world and Your Joy is my Strength. Lord, You have said Be Strong for You are with me and let the Lord take the throne of my heart . but Lord, forgive me for I've heard but not listened. I listen but i did not obey. I let the things of the world cloud my heart, like the weeds that overwhelm the seeds and cant' grow. Lord at the end of the day, this emptiness of my heart, can only be filled by You. Nothing else can take this place nor soothe this emotions except You. Take me into yr presence Lord.
Besides them, i've also played to the max, I went my friend's place and watch movie till late at night on the first day, continued whole night and morning of majong, went chionging the second night, pubbing on the third night but still it doesn't take away that overwhelming feeling of restlessness and enveloping claustrophobic emotions constricting my heart. The moment I'm free and my mind has time to roam, i busied myself with a full 3hour workout to occupy my mind.
But Oh Lord, You know these won't help nor does it soothe anything. I've yet to set my problems at Your feet. You have said You can lead me to greener pastures and take Yr yolk for Yours is lighter. Lord You have said Take heart You have over come the world and Your Joy is my Strength. Lord, You have said Be Strong for You are with me and let the Lord take the throne of my heart . but Lord, forgive me for I've heard but not listened. I listen but i did not obey. I let the things of the world cloud my heart, like the weeds that overwhelm the seeds and cant' grow. Lord at the end of the day, this emptiness of my heart, can only be filled by You. Nothing else can take this place nor soothe this emotions except You. Take me into yr presence Lord.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
docile or not?
My sis keeps telling me, i should not try to be rough.. play down my fascination for my taekwondo, try to be more gentle, actions softer a bit.. say i shoudl try tactic..
boy. that's going to be tiring. the truth as i've faced it, is that i can never be gentle or soft or whiney like the typical taiwanese girls. and i have a male friend who tell me i'm a bit too strong for my own good.
Now, should i just be myself? or is there reason that I should change ?
boy. that's going to be tiring. the truth as i've faced it, is that i can never be gentle or soft or whiney like the typical taiwanese girls. and i have a male friend who tell me i'm a bit too strong for my own good.
Now, should i just be myself? or is there reason that I should change ?
Saturday, February 2, 2008
fantastic solo night
kena fly kite by my friend on Thurs.. puts me in the mood.. but too last minute so cannot jio anyone.. so decided wat the heck, i shall go for a drink myself.. at the back of my mind, reminds me of what li hia says, when she reach a particular stage in life she dun mind and dare going to some lounge for a drink then go back de. I wanna be like that also. ..
but Indochine@ club street is a nice and non-threatening place.. very relaxing.. and soothing. Nothnglike Clarke Quay or dempsey or those atas place where ppl need to put on a front.. nope this is where u can be yr self and sit there and relax.. lounge music, koi fish pond, dim lights.. waterfall at the wall etc.. wahh i love this place.
真可惜他不喜欢做这些事， 要不然我的那一晚一定更完美。他不了解的事，想要的不是那一杯酒，想要的是那个可以与朋友聚一聚的机会。那可是喝可乐还是汽水都无所谓。唉！在前一个公司，我与同事都是这样bond的。
but Indochine@ club street is a nice and non-threatening place.. very relaxing.. and soothing. Nothnglike Clarke Quay or dempsey or those atas place where ppl need to put on a front.. nope this is where u can be yr self and sit there and relax.. lounge music, koi fish pond, dim lights.. waterfall at the wall etc.. wahh i love this place.
真可惜他不喜欢做这些事， 要不然我的那一晚一定更完美。他不了解的事，想要的不是那一杯酒，想要的是那个可以与朋友聚一聚的机会。那可是喝可乐还是汽水都无所谓。唉！在前一个公司，我与同事都是这样bond的。
Sunday, January 27, 2008
weakness
Today Pastor George Westlake, "the walking bible", came and preach at our church today.... Reminded again that we are called to be a witness for him. We should walk the talk, talk and walk like Jesus, such that people would want to know who Jesus is.
I've to say, i'm guilty of not being a good enough witness. My temper is still bad, and i don't reflect a lot of the fruit of the spirit like love joy peace patience, kindness, goodness self control etc. sigh. Thank God for his mercy and patience, pray that God can help me overcome tis weakness of mine but it's a raging tempest only He can still.
I've to say, i'm guilty of not being a good enough witness. My temper is still bad, and i don't reflect a lot of the fruit of the spirit like love joy peace patience, kindness, goodness self control etc. sigh. Thank God for his mercy and patience, pray that God can help me overcome tis weakness of mine but it's a raging tempest only He can still.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Giving Up
I'm giving up le.. getting tired.. i've taken a step forward but hit a brick wall. So be it then.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Nice Walk
was supposed to go city hall today from my work plc in tanjong pagar. Suddenly felt like taking a long walk. It feels good sometimes to just get on yr feet and walk aimlessly or whenever whereever u want. all right i'm supposed to go somewhere but doesn't matter. The wind was quite strong today and I know i'm not in a hurry. Walk along boat quay and then to funan centre then to city hall. man, it feels good. somehow 35 mins seems like a short time when u feel like walking. Feel like i can go like 42 km ... i'm still waiting for the chance to walk in the rain.....
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Grading!!
Yippie!! I'm having grading le!
Today was fun.. white belt separated from teh rest of the belts. which is good.. cos now the instructor gotta focus on us! Great! 1 hour of all levels with dedicated teaching.. wahahha.. else i feell like a lost sheep manz.. Then after that 9pm i can't get enuf yet i continued on to Forms.. where he taught me Pattern. then he say okya actually u are ready for grading.. woah.. my jaw drop and i stared at him and didn't know wat to say. Anyhow the grading is once every 3 months.. might as well otherwise have to wait till april! Hope i pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then on to Yellow tip!!
weekend here i come!
Today was fun.. white belt separated from teh rest of the belts. which is good.. cos now the instructor gotta focus on us! Great! 1 hour of all levels with dedicated teaching.. wahahha.. else i feell like a lost sheep manz.. Then after that 9pm i can't get enuf yet i continued on to Forms.. where he taught me Pattern. then he say okya actually u are ready for grading.. woah.. my jaw drop and i stared at him and didn't know wat to say. Anyhow the grading is once every 3 months.. might as well otherwise have to wait till april! Hope i pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then on to Yellow tip!!
weekend here i come!
Thursday, January 10, 2008
弄巧成拙？
只要你觉得你不尝试你会后悔的话， 你就尽管采取第一步。
这是他给的个人意见。 说到容易做到难。
我猜其实他知道我不知是随口问。 其实太烦，积极， 和友善 的差别到底在哪里。我到底应该采取这么样的行动才不会弄巧成拙。
这是他给的个人意见。 说到容易做到难。
我猜其实他知道我不知是随口问。 其实太烦，积极， 和友善 的差别到底在哪里。我到底应该采取这么样的行动才不会弄巧成拙。
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
my taekwondo lessons!
Finally attended my second Taekwondo lessons ! thing is i can never get my punches right.. i think the instrucutor is going to puke blood. It was quite terrifying actually cos there wasn't another female with me nor did i know anybody there... . The first lesson i reached, there were a couple of senior students but no junior students. Then i saw a fellow white belt guy, but he was the bulky gym person kind, obviously of certain deg of ability and strength. i was quite lonely and nervous actually. Thankfully for the All Level class , there were only like 4 or 5 person there. less terrifying. The white belt person was actually quite friendly, initially looked quite 'dao' after i broke the ice, he was acutallly quite nice. And the instuctors were all very nice nd friendly =D
second lesson was a killer. This time round was the senior instructor himself. my god.. side kick, turning kick, front kick, jumping kick, jumping flying kick.. alamak! it was fun actually. 1 hour fly by like that siah! Everybody had a partner and they took turn.. and i'm the odd one out again.. so pair me with a black belt apprenctice instructor. But sice he dun need to do it, i was kicking continuously for one hour.. and my oh my! my legs are hurting like hell now.. all the way the back of calf to back of my thighs and the side of my waists..
I dun no if i can make it for my lesson tom.. ooh.. i dun want to waste manz! ..
I'm so lookng forward to my next lesson!
second lesson was a killer. This time round was the senior instructor himself. my god.. side kick, turning kick, front kick, jumping kick, jumping flying kick.. alamak! it was fun actually. 1 hour fly by like that siah! Everybody had a partner and they took turn.. and i'm the odd one out again.. so pair me with a black belt apprenctice instructor. But sice he dun need to do it, i was kicking continuously for one hour.. and my oh my! my legs are hurting like hell now.. all the way the back of calf to back of my thighs and the side of my waists..
I dun no if i can make it for my lesson tom.. ooh.. i dun want to waste manz! ..
I'm so lookng forward to my next lesson!
Sunday, January 6, 2008
New Year Resolution
It's the beginning of the year! Time for New Year Resolution! Some say it's useless to make them cos u never achieve them.. but to me, at leat it sets some direction on where u are going in this year ahead so u dun regret them.. =)
my first resoltion is to get a green belt. At least i'll be somewhere by end of the year =)
Second up! get a driving license! well due to money contraints, might stretch to 2009... hehe..
Third! Continue to lose weight and keep fit! Mon swim, tue, wed thurs, Taekwondo, sat gym sun ABT. continue my diet of mee sua and vermicelle.. wahahah!! sis getting married! cannot be lazy!
Until this point, i dun really have any other resolution then after church today i realise I've missed out the most important one.
Continue to walk closely with my Lord Jesus christ! Not get complacent, but to want to reach higher ground with him.. serving HIm more and become more like Christ!
Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called meI know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promiseI won't hide itI won't hide it
Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earthTo the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will seeThat You are God
You are God.
my first resoltion is to get a green belt. At least i'll be somewhere by end of the year =)
Second up! get a driving license! well due to money contraints, might stretch to 2009... hehe..
Third! Continue to lose weight and keep fit! Mon swim, tue, wed thurs, Taekwondo, sat gym sun ABT. continue my diet of mee sua and vermicelle.. wahahah!! sis getting married! cannot be lazy!
Until this point, i dun really have any other resolution then after church today i realise I've missed out the most important one.
Continue to walk closely with my Lord Jesus christ! Not get complacent, but to want to reach higher ground with him.. serving HIm more and become more like Christ!
Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called meI know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promiseI won't hide itI won't hide it
Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earthTo the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will seeThat You are God
You are God.
