Disappointed

I can't help but feel disappointed that no matter the effort it is going no where. Lord I know it's not up to me, but I can't help feeling tired.

This song keeps getting in my head

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹 都是我骗自己

Sooner or later

This is a time. ..Where I need God more than anything...Where if I don't hang tight enough ill sleep into emo depression mood..

I've never felt so alone.. so manypl around me but I still feel alone. Except for my dear family, everyone seems to want a piece of me for their own agenda, motives , their own needs, wants. ..

Lord I'm a bit worn out tired. Give me the strength,.