Millennia

Walking a round millennial walk alone waiting for Xmas dinner to be up is actually quite stifling, this place brings back a lot of painful memories......

Tkd

Going back tkd heavy bags was therapeutic, esp since Mr Rivas classes are always interesting.

It feels deja vu, personal life went back to where I was 2 years ago when I stop tkd, so did my stamina. Mr R had to ask whether or not I had been exercising.

Where did the last 2 years go to Lord? They say time flies when u are having fun. I did have fun the last two years, but like the saying goes also, all gd things come to an end esp if they are like real flower, awesome while they bloom, but u know no matter how much u preserve, it 'll wither at the end.

Need to get my stamina back, panting like a stupid pig. Maybe aim for sec Dan? Explore a few other things and realized I still like tkd, friendly culture at jhk, and full range sparring.

Swings

I don't like the fact that I can for once feel remotely more normal, and the next I'll be tearing non stop in the middle of no where

hurt

As much as i said that it won't matter, there is no difference but there is.


As much as i said that i won't tear, i still did.

As much as i said that it won't hurt but it did.

As much as my mind said for the long term it's good but my heart disagree.