ageing

you hit a certain point in your life where you rather stay within the comfort of your room (or two in my case) then be out clubbing.

change

fire

need to occupy my time so I can stop thinking. insecurity and despair growing. lord let your refiners fire burn in me and cleanse this heart of mine, renew my mind and create that steadfast unwavering spirit in me.

alone

I should get used to living without him

fat !

stomach getting so big! sux! went jogging about 4plus km yesterday, went brisk walk 5km today. tom got training. Fri go gym. hopefully can squeeze a gym on Sat. need to get back to pre holiday weight by end July!

nice

its nice to have someone who appreciates your effort:) even if its just verbally :)

can't

I can't even take care of myself properly, how can I take care of others.