time has finally come, can't believe I actually am finally off!
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
"only child"
I never thought ill actually get to have the whole room to myself. when I was younger I always say, I share bedroom with my sis, when I'm older ill share with my husband. I forgot about the period when they get married and I'm the only one left.
I can empatise with only child why they either swing from aloof to a wild child. when you are alone too long you either get used to not having anyone or you feel the need to keep going out to socialise since you are the only one anyway.
after 2years of being the only sibling left, think my personality has taken a shift. I think I m no longer the chatty social butterfly who can chat up anyone because I love to, but now I chat up with ppl only if I have to. its no longer that easy To create conversation with friends, even those that you are familiar or close to. I no longer feel the need to do things to feel more secure and confident because I already am. which means the moments which I wanna be crazy and wild has drastically plunged. I rather be left alone and in my most comfortable moments with my family, I ve become more quiet and observing than the one talking. which probably is why I rather take a single room during retreat than share with a stranger.
time will fly just keepin to myself and enjoying the me moment, I'm perfectly fine with having dinner or lunch myself. gone are the days I'm crashing from party to party. meeting new folks and friends. talking and chatting up with all my friends.
or maybe I'm just getting old.
I can empatise with only child why they either swing from aloof to a wild child. when you are alone too long you either get used to not having anyone or you feel the need to keep going out to socialise since you are the only one anyway.
after 2years of being the only sibling left, think my personality has taken a shift. I think I m no longer the chatty social butterfly who can chat up anyone because I love to, but now I chat up with ppl only if I have to. its no longer that easy To create conversation with friends, even those that you are familiar or close to. I no longer feel the need to do things to feel more secure and confident because I already am. which means the moments which I wanna be crazy and wild has drastically plunged. I rather be left alone and in my most comfortable moments with my family, I ve become more quiet and observing than the one talking. which probably is why I rather take a single room during retreat than share with a stranger.
time will fly just keepin to myself and enjoying the me moment, I'm perfectly fine with having dinner or lunch myself. gone are the days I'm crashing from party to party. meeting new folks and friends. talking and chatting up with all my friends.
or maybe I'm just getting old.
