weakness

Today Pastor George Westlake, "the walking bible", came and preach at our church today.... Reminded again that we are called to be a witness for him. We should walk the talk, talk and walk like Jesus, such that people would want to know who Jesus is.

I've to say, i'm guilty of not being a good enough witness. My temper is still bad, and i don't reflect a lot of the fruit of the spirit like love joy peace patience, kindness, goodness self control etc. sigh. Thank God for his mercy and patience, pray that God can help me overcome tis weakness of mine but it's a raging tempest only He can still.

Giving Up

I'm giving up le.. getting tired.. i've taken a step forward but hit a brick wall. So be it then.

Nice Walk

was supposed to go city hall today from my work plc in tanjong pagar. Suddenly felt like taking a long walk. It feels good sometimes to just get on yr feet and walk aimlessly or whenever whereever u want. all right i'm supposed to go somewhere but doesn't matter. The wind was quite strong today and I know i'm not in a hurry. Walk along boat quay and then to funan centre then to city hall. man, it feels good. somehow 35 mins seems like a short time when u feel like walking. Feel like i can go like 42 km ... i'm still waiting for the chance to walk in the rain.....

Grading!!

Yippie!! I'm having grading le!

Today was fun.. white belt separated from teh rest of the belts. which is good.. cos now the instructor gotta focus on us! Great! 1 hour of all levels with dedicated teaching.. wahahha.. else i feell like a lost sheep manz.. Then after that 9pm i can't get enuf yet i continued on to Forms.. where he taught me Pattern. then he say okya actually u are ready for grading.. woah.. my jaw drop and i stared at him and didn't know wat to say. Anyhow the grading is once every 3 months.. might as well otherwise have to wait till april! Hope i pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then on to Yellow tip!!

weekend here i come!

弄巧成拙？

只要你觉得你不尝试你会后悔的话， 你就尽管采取第一步。

这是他给的个人意见。 说到容易做到难。

我猜其实他知道我不知是随口问。 其实太烦，积极， 和友善 的差别到底在哪里。我到底应该采取这么样的行动才不会弄巧成拙。

my taekwondo lessons!

Finally attended my second Taekwondo lessons ! thing is i can never get my punches right.. i think the instrucutor is going to puke blood. It was quite terrifying actually cos there wasn't another female with me nor did i know anybody there... . The first lesson i reached, there were a couple of senior students but no junior students. Then i saw a fellow white belt guy, but he was the bulky gym person kind, obviously of certain deg of ability and strength. i was quite lonely and nervous actually. Thankfully for the All Level class , there were only like 4 or 5 person there. less terrifying. The white belt person was actually quite friendly, initially looked quite 'dao' after i broke the ice, he was acutallly quite nice. And the instuctors were all very nice nd friendly =D

second lesson was a killer. This time round was the senior instructor himself. my god.. side kick, turning kick, front kick, jumping kick, jumping flying kick.. alamak! it was fun actually. 1 hour fly by like that siah! Everybody had a partner and they took turn.. and i'm the odd one out again.. so pair me with a black belt apprenctice instructor. But sice he dun need to do it, i was kicking continuously for one hour.. and my oh my! my legs are hurting like hell now.. all the way the back of calf to back of my thighs and the side of my waists..

I dun no if i can make it for my lesson tom.. ooh.. i dun want to waste manz! ..

I'm so lookng forward to my next lesson!

New Year Resolution

It's the beginning of the year! Time for New Year Resolution! Some say it's useless to make them cos u never achieve them.. but to me, at leat it sets some direction on where u are going in this year ahead so u dun regret them.. =)

my first resoltion is to get a green belt. At least i'll be somewhere by end of the year =)

Second up! get a driving license! well due to money contraints, might stretch to 2009... hehe..

Third! Continue to lose weight and keep fit! Mon swim, tue, wed thurs, Taekwondo, sat gym sun ABT. continue my diet of mee sua and vermicelle.. wahahah!! sis getting married! cannot be lazy!

Until this point, i dun really have any other resolution then after church today i realise I've missed out the most important one.

Continue to walk closely with my Lord Jesus christ! Not get complacent, but to want to reach higher ground with him.. serving HIm more and become more like Christ!

Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called meI know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promiseI won't hide itI won't hide it

Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earthTo the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will seeThat You are God
You are God.

Partying, holidays !

so fast! it's back to work! not that i have too much of rest anyway.. only the standard hols, but nontheless the atmostphere and mood is different lah =) Christ mas lah, new year's day lah wah i love december!

Christmas was quiet! Spend the whole day at the salon doing my hair.. i love the result though, must go back n thank the guy. Sat down, occupy myself all way, thick book, mp3 players, psp wahaha. 7 hrs siah piang..

New year's eve, was actually a bit upset why i don't ahve any thing planned, and how come nobody jio me wahahah.. getting emo and insecure manz... anyhow, jerry called to say he wanted to party and lo and behold Yasmin called to say she dunhave plans i figured they would click on fine nontheless. which is true, heng, else i damn akward. But it was fun, strong nice drinks they mix at Alley bar. ordered a couple of drinks then met zl for second round.. came back and was suprised to see a whle lot of ppl online wahah at 4 am! Too bad dint manage to grab someone to go out wahaha.